TRIGS

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Registered: 04-21-2003
TRIGS
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Wed, 06-14-2006 - 3:33pm

things arent going good today went and saw my T and it didnt go well at all came out of there feeling pretty pissed off, then came home and found out that my 14 year old DD slammed my phone down and broke it. I am in a really bad mood and if only I had the pills I would do it, but seems how I was made to get rid of all my extra meds I have nothing to take to end it all, this cant be good for my children either way alive or dead I am hurting them. I cant control my anger and rages I dont hurt anyone but myself I hit things and break bones, but never do I hit anyone else or hurt anyone else maybe it would be better off if I end it all right now, maybe I should call up my T but that would mean that I am asking for help and that shows a sign of weakness and I cant be weak.
My mom and nephew stopped by here last night and my DH is going to yell at my mom for bringing my nephew but he cant my mom is being nice to me he cant ruin it for me.

Mary
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Registered: 02-12-2004
In reply to: black_ice22
Wed, 06-14-2006 - 7:24pm

Hi Mary,


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Registered: 08-02-2005
In reply to: black_ice22
Fri, 06-30-2006 - 4:46pm

You are definately worth living darling, and i know it might not seem like it, but your family is definately better off with you around.


Asking for help does not mean you are weak. It means you are strong! You are strong enough to know when you need help and honest enough to know that you can't do it yourself.


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