pmdd is going to hit ... :( ...

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Registered: 02-19-2005
pmdd is going to hit ... :( ...
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Fri, 07-28-2006 - 7:44am

I'm so upset. This is the first PMDD cycle that I won't be able to call B for, talk to him during. I don't have anyone, actually, except for a couple of the boards. My heart is heavy, and I'm so afraid of what's to come. PMDD is horrible for me... and everyone around me. It's a time where I want to escape and not come back. EVERY month. :(

My therapist is on vacation til the first week of August, and I won't even see her til the 16th. She told the secretary not to schedule me with the psych until she (therapist) returns from vaca. That totally doesn't make sense to me.

I WANT B BACK. :(

V

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Fri, 07-28-2006 - 8:59am

Hey honey! You know, you ARE going to make it through this...I know how very hard it is, but you GET THROUGH IT EVERY SINGLE MONTH. You will this month too. Use your resources...the boards have saved my life many times...just talk, vent, scream, cry, whatever you have to do to make it through!!!

I know how much you miss B. I've been keeping up with the saga, and my breaks for you...but B is ONLY acting in your best interests. It shows how much he cares for you.

Have you thought any more about the IOP thing? Is the therapist you're going see trained in DBT?

Talk to us, okay? Lori and the ladies here are SO WONDERFUL! Hi everyone!

You aren't alone in this, V. Never alone.

Love and Hugs,

Keli

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Registered: 02-12-2004
Sat, 07-29-2006 - 12:46pm

Hi Keli,


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Sat, 07-29-2006 - 12:56pm

Hi V.,


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