Seen dr today

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Registered: 04-05-2004
Seen dr today
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Thu, 08-10-2006 - 1:21pm
Hi
I have seen the doctor today I wanted to start some CBT for my anxiety so I went to see one for assesment I do not why may it is like this in the uk but the two I have seen none of them diagnosed me and I think he was actually laughing at me I do not understand why it is so difficult for people to understand me and do not know how I lost my temper so much and how badly things have ended I am a ridiculous monster this world is going to be a lot better without me and me without it
Thanks
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Registered: 02-12-2004
In reply to: iceleste242
Thu, 08-10-2006 - 1:53pm

Hi there,


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Registered: 03-09-2005
In reply to: iceleste242
Sat, 08-12-2006 - 11:06am

Hi Celeste.

If it turns out you don't like this doctor you can chose a different one. But maybe you could give this one another chance? Sometimes, first impressions are misleading. I know you feel like people don't understand you, so could you consider the possibility that you misunderstood what the doctor said or did too? Give it another chance.

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Registered: 03-09-2005
In reply to: iceleste242
Sat, 08-12-2006 - 3:10pm

Celeste,

I think you should call a hospital for help... What do you have to lose? Why not try to let them help you... Give yourself a chance. Look up "suicide" in the phone book and see if there is a crisis hotline, and call them.

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Registered: 04-05-2004
In reply to: iceleste242
Sat, 08-12-2006 - 3:34pm
I don stop changing my mind I decded to live take this evening off and then go to the library 2morrow and then I change it again now I can't because my flat mate is coming in the morning and find still alive and the same in the hotel even if i aks then they may get suspicious