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Remind me again why I am alive
| Wed, 09-06-2006 - 1:42pm |
I wish it would all end...
I have been dealing with migraines. Just got out of the hospital for migraines and fainting. They can't find anything wrong with me. and I am at my wits end I just want it all to end.
I have been dealing with migraines. Just got out of the hospital for migraines and fainting. They can't find anything wrong with me. and I am at my wits end I just want it all to end.

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Hi and welcome to the board... I'm glad you reached out--we have a great bunch of ladies here that are very supportive of one another!
Can I ask you something? (As I always say, my questions can just be "food for thought"--no need to answer if you aren't comfortable doing so!) I know that obviously you want the pain to end....but do you realize that is
I am a bit over weight 30#
I just have a hard time dealing with all these life changes.
The not being allowed to drive is killing me.
Yes I know the difference is being well or sick and death. I right now have nothing to live for everone keeps telling me about how I will hurt my family. Well if that is all my death will effect then so be it. But what about the suffering I am going thru.
Hi there,
Life is worth living no matter how tough things get. I went through similar things that you are experiencing. I was forced out of a job I loved; I have weight issues; I've been dealing on and off with some serious health problems; some relationship problems; major depression,etc. The people on this board are wonderfully supportive and caring. I found this board when I was in full blown crisis mode. They talked me back from the ledge. Suicide is a totally selfish act. I made an attempt as well as others on this board. What forced me to go to the hospital was looking at the pictures of my son on the wall and looking at my cat and wondering what would happen to them if I died. My son would go to foster care and my cat, who's very elderly, would die from lonliness. No matter how bad today seems, you get another chance tomorrow. If you die, there are no more chances. When I attempted suicide last year, I made a vow to my family that I would never do it again, no matter how bad things seem. Yes, I have thought about killing myself, but I always find a thread, no matter how thin, to hold onto. The older you get, the harder life changes are to cope with. As for your health problems, Lori was right. You keep finding a doctor until one can give you a definitive answer as to what's causing your migraines. It could be something as simple as a food allergy. You have a family and that's something to live for. When I attempted, do you know it broke both my mom's heart and my BF's heart. I kept imagining how devastating it would have been for my son, my mom, and my BF if I had actually died. It would be the same for your family. If life gives you nothing else, it gives you tomorrow and the day after. You just have to find something to hang on to. Please call a crisis line or go to the emergency room. No one will judge you there and will give you the help you need. I'm sending my thoughts out to you.
Jennie
Hi Jennie,
Jennie
Thank you - Thank you - Thank you
I was touched by your post
Thanks
I'm glad I could help. How are you doing today? I'm hoping you are doing better and have been sending all my thoughts out to you. Just hang in there and be good to yourself.
Jennie
Last X-mas on 22 of Dec my boss called a reamed me out and that ruined my whole holiday in my new house. I am not going to let her do that again and I am not going to let her treat me like dirt.
My DH said go to work with a I don't care additude and that is was I am thinking.
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