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Remind me again why I am alive
| Wed, 09-06-2006 - 1:42pm |
I wish it would all end...
I have been dealing with migraines. Just got out of the hospital for migraines and fainting. They can't find anything wrong with me. and I am at my wits end I just want it all to end.
I have been dealing with migraines. Just got out of the hospital for migraines and fainting. They can't find anything wrong with me. and I am at my wits end I just want it all to end.

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As for now I am just miserable and i guess that is the way it will be until i find some thing new.
Day has not been a good day. First it is raining out and gloomy. The boss wanted me to plan a luncheon for 9-14 . I said to her remember i might no be here that day do to 3 days of medical tests that i am having done. she said in a huff well order the food and have Jane take care of setting it up.
Then she sent me out to buy 3 coffee makers (Bunn) i came back with the black one and of course she was not happy with that color.
Edited 9/12/2006 5:29 pm ET by sfarlow
Sorry I missed your post initially, it must have been on the second page and I only got to the first page of posts.
I'm sorry to hear of the physical pain you are having. I can definately relate, I'm going through some serious medical issues right now myself.
I'm also sorry to hear that you have such a tough boss. Do you like the work you're in otherwise? What kind of positions are available on the market right now? I think if you could find one that could be more fulfilling it would definately help lift your spirits and sense of self-worth. It may mean taking a pay cut, but as you said money doesn't buy happiness. So it comes down to which is more important, your wellbeing or money.
Stay safe.
In some of my other post I have mention that part of what is going on is my boss. She is so mean to me and it is not only mean other co workers are treated the same.
So even though the pay is good I have decided to hunt for a another job. I am hyper about the move but I have no other choice. I dont want to go to work and walk on egg shells fearing about what she will yell about next.
I need some encouragment....
Allie
Hi there,
Just needed to share my thoughts. I am not doing well. I see my family doctor next week and I hope she can help me. How ever I am constantly thinking about my horrible job. I can seem to turn my brain off. When I am not at work it haunts me constantly.
I have been looking for another job but have found nothing.
I cant concentrate I have a hard time staying focused on a task. I am even afraid to drive a car because I can't focus on getting from point A to point B. I find myself walking aimlessly around when cleaning house or any other task.
Gosh I want it all to end.
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