Bad weekend
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| Mon, 09-25-2006 - 2:12pm |
It is so frustrating to work all week and look forward to the weekend and then that turns out to be horrible.
My X husband stopped by my house Friday night and as usual we ended up arguing. He is not even suppose to contact me let alone come see me. I am just an emotional wreck. He is one of the reasons why I feel like dying. I do not know how to get away from him. He did some time in jail back in March for violation of a 'No Contact" order and he still contacted me from jail. The whole situation was so upsetting that I can't bring myself to report his continued violations. I just continue to let him get away with it.
A couple things happened concerning my son that has also just made me lose it this weekend. I went to the library on Saturday with my son. He was playing with some toys while I was using the internet. One of the librarians came to me and asked if he was my son. She stated he was lurking by the exit and she was concerned that he may leave or someone may take him. I really should have watched him better. Then, on Sunday, we went out to eat with my parents and had to wait for a table. My son was so restless. At one point he starting banging me with his head and then hit me. I was tring to put him in time out and he was having a temper tantrum. He ended up hiting the back of his head on a bench we were sitting on. I just felt like crawling in a hole and dying. I even thought that when I got home what I may do to end it all.
I am going though a lot of things and I am trying to handle them the best I can. I do "OK" for the most part but then went something bad happens I become overwhelemed and just want a way out.

Hi Dkm,