**TRIGGER** I hate being alive!
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**TRIGGER** I hate being alive!
| Thu, 10-12-2006 - 9:09am |
I hate being alive so much I just cringe when I wake up to yet another day! I don't feel like calling and talking to anyone and I don't even feel like wanting to get better you know what I mean? Anyone? I want to end it so badly but watch me screw that up as well! I feel sorry for my children and grandchildren having to be left in this hate war filled world with no future and no jobs. Life just plain sucks!

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Hi Sadeyes,
Sorry I couldn't get back to the board before this. I hope you got through the afternoon okay and I'm glad that writing helps--it always helped me, too!
Hey there,
you are making plenty of sense, the kind of thoughts and feelings of depression. Lori is so right. I wish I could find the right words the way she does. Man, if I think I'm ever going to help someone the way that I am now. I know things have to change. I think you do too or you wouldn't be admitting it to this board.
I know you feel that medication may not work but I sense the smallest hope that things might change SOMEHOW. And they can if you just keep reaching out.
And keep posting.
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