**TRIGGER** I hate being alive!

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Registered: 09-12-2006
**TRIGGER** I hate being alive!
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Thu, 10-12-2006 - 9:09am
I hate being alive so much I just cringe when I wake up to yet another day! I don't feel like calling and talking to anyone and I don't even feel like wanting to get better you know what I mean? Anyone? I want to end it so badly but watch me screw that up as well! I feel sorry for my children and grandchildren having to be left in this hate war filled world with no future and no jobs. Life just plain sucks!

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Registered: 10-15-2006
Mon, 10-16-2006 - 9:38pm

Age has nothing to do with mental illness. I've watched my mother on many many attempts to kill her self and Yes i do mean i watched her.

Then again i've seen children as young as 8 commit suicide.

my own cousin comitted suicide about 6 years ago 1 month before her 20th wedding anniversary.

Depression has no age limit.

L

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Registered: 02-12-2004
Mon, 10-16-2006 - 10:44pm

Hi Sadeyes,


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Registered: 09-12-2006
Tue, 10-17-2006 - 11:57am
Thanks (((Lori))) I am working on myself to get better
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Registered: 02-12-2004
Tue, 10-17-2006 - 12:46pm

And doing a darn good job at it, I might add! Hugs, Lori

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Registered: 08-02-2005
Fri, 10-20-2006 - 9:36am

I agree with Lori. You are doing an excellent job working through this.


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Amanda

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Registered: 09-12-2006
Tue, 10-24-2006 - 11:19am
Thanks guys for all your help and suggestions (((hugs)))

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