Not doing well...trigs

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Not doing well...trigs
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Mon, 10-16-2006 - 12:38pm

I've been well. Key word - BEEN. Past tense. Woke up this morning depressed and its getting worse and worse as the day goes on. Can't stop it and I hate feeling powerless. I have to fight the thoughts I'm having, and right now, I could care less.

I want to disappear from the world...this stupid stupid freaking disorder (BP) that I can't ever be cured of.

I know coping skills. I just can't seem to get my mind wrapped around them right now...I just wanna go to bed for the rest of my life...

I'm disgustingly fat now...gained 10 pounds back...not eating anymore til I lose some...who cares.

Keli

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Registered: 02-12-2004
Mon, 10-16-2006 - 11:07pm

Hey Keli,


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