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Marsha
| Wed, 10-18-2006 - 8:13am |
Big hugs to you my friend!!! I know exactly how tough marital issues can be. My dh and I are now separated, but we've worked things out and have decided to remain living apart, but we're together. Weird, I know. But, my ds is 16 and its different that with Rylee. What i LEARNED from all this, is that I can ONLY make sure that I and my child are happy and taken care of. I CANNOT CHANGE another person, NO MATTER WHAT. But, I can change ME.
Does that make sense. I know how very very hard it is...I lost my self esteem too. AND ITS NOT WORTH IT!!!
How are you doing today?
Many hugs and much love,
Keli

Hey Keli,
I'm glad you and ur dh have worked things out. Hopefully things keep going well for you. I am feeling better today... T was nice last night but I know he will get all nasty with me again eventually. I used to fight back but anymore i just keep my mouth shut and take it.. hoping it will stop but so far it hasnt. As i told my sister today I do not trust him with my heart anymore. I have been with him for almost 10 yrs and this is what it has come to. Pathetic, isnt it?
Marsha
mommy to Rylee Elizabeth 4/12/2005