My husband is very angry!
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| Thu, 11-02-2006 - 1:50am |
he is very mad at me because of the way i acted last night. i think back and i did act badly i was mad and i let everyone know that i wa mad. i was angry that they were all there I was mad at my dh about me visiting my sister and i was just plain having a bad day so i took it out on everyone else. I was even more angry when he said that everyone out there told him i was trying to kill myself and i knew that wasn't true because i know i didn't say it to anyone else. i was on this board yes and i have been dropping hints to him about it for the past two weeks because i wanted him to get some kind of idea of what i am ging through. he won't listen to me when i talk so i thought maybe he would listen in a letter and he is using that against me too. i guess i'll just have to wait until tomorrow. he tells me that if the phyciatrist recomends that i go into a hospital and i won't go by myself then he and the dr. will force me to go or he will get a laywer and dowhat he has to do. the last thing i need him to do to make me more unstable is to threaten me. i told him that right now he is my life partner i need him to help hold me up and support me and help me through this not threaten me and be angry at me. i'm not trying to get smpothy i'm trying to get past a hard time in life so i an go on with life. does that make sense. am i just rambling or do you understand what i'm trying to say here.
I married him for better or worse and i feel that for the worse part he is abandoning me. sometimes i just need him to hold me and to tell me he knows how i'm feeling or he doesn't know how i'm feeling but he is there for me when i need him. thats all i need from him and it seems he can't even give me that. i tried to tell him that sometimes when i'm this pset that i don't need words from him just a hug or a kiss would make all the difference in the world. does that make sense????
Libby

Hey Libby,