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I am not sure
| Tue, 11-28-2006 - 2:48pm |
I know I was suppose to get help and I did. I see I pdoc and a therapist however I am feeling very down. I am taking a higher dose of paxil and klonipin. I am so very sad. I sit here all alone and think why am I here. What is my purpose in life. So why be here. Living hurts so bad.

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Hey there,
We haven't had snow yet and i'm glad. i'm not a snow person I hate to be cold. but i do like to curl up by a fire in the fireplace and drin hot chocolate.
Libby
You know I felt the same way about her post. I know i need a job change but don't have the courage to do it. I'm afraid i've been home for 17 years now and I have crohn's disease. what employer is going to allow me to take a friday off every 6 weeks or run to the bathroom when i need to. i know there is something out there. i just need to get my crohn's back into remission and find something. i know there is a job out there for me and when i'm ready it will come my way. Change is hard for people i know it is hard for me. In the last two years we have moved 2 times and both times the anxiety was really bad. we just bought this house in march and i'm feeling comfortable with it. now i love watching the little one that i watch but it isn't very much money and my health and mental state right now doesn't allow me to take on more kids. so i'm just holding with the little one irght now because she gets me out of the house and we do things together.
Ok thats it i'm relaly going to bed now! lol
Libby
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