Not a good day!!!

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Not a good day!!!
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Wed, 12-13-2006 - 1:20am

This morning I had a really hard time waking up. I took my ambien but i was in so much pain last night that I took a pain pill and had a horrible time waking up. the litle one that i watch came and i had to hurry and dress her in the christmas dress that i bought her run to the dollar store to get a gift bag and some tissue because we were surprising her mommy at work with her gift. we also bought a bunch of candy canes and put them in a little gift bag and she walked around her mommys work and gave out candy canes.

When we left there we went to our art class. i forgot they were painting ornaments and she had on a good dress. luckily it didn't get ruined. then we left there and my dh calls and asks me if i got my sons clothes for his christmas concert. I said no, and had to go pick my son up from school to buy hims some clothes for the concert as he only wears sweat pants and likes to go "comando" a lot. so we had to buy pants shirt socks and a t shirt and then have him back to his school by 6:30 as he changed in the parking lot.

His play was good and then we went out to eat.

when I got home I found my 15 and almost 17 year old at each other throats. they usually get along betwween them. but when they fight it is world war three. so my dd is off owonderfuling ithis hospital but i do't even know where to look for him..

I really wish theset wo would get alone. they are so close in age.

well i gotta go and try to get them talking and hopefully they will be friends again.

Libby

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Wed, 12-13-2006 - 1:27am
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Amanda

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Wed, 12-13-2006 - 2:25am
The first part of your day actually doesn't sound too bad (I'm sorry if it was and I'm not seeing it). But I'm sorry that you had to come home to fighting. I know how hard it is. I live with my friend and her three kids are always fighting. It sure takes its toll. I hope that you found some peace and got some time to destress. I'll be watching for your post tomorrow.

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Amanda

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Wed, 12-13-2006 - 10:49am

Hey Libby,


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Thu, 12-14-2006 - 1:50pm

The fighting among the two finally ended a little after midnight.

Visiting hte babies mom wasn't so bad it's just I was so tired. it wasn't too bad. what ruined the day was my 2 dd's fighting and they are still at each others throats today!

Libby

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Thu, 12-14-2006 - 1:55pm

My son was handsom in his clothes. he had on black pants and a white shirt. this is froma boy who ONLY wearrs sweats! he looked so good and the concert was cute. he had rosy red cheeks i thought from embarrassment he said to try to keep from laughing. either was he was one handsome man! he will be 11 on jan. 7th.

I have crohn's disease and i'm always in pain. well the remicaide that i'm taking isn't working so well anymore. so they are talking about moving the doses from every 6 weeks to every 4 weeks. each infusion takes several hours. i get to the hospital at 9 am and i'm out of there by three but i sleep all that day and saturday and sunday. i have them on fridays.

so i go tomorrow for a treatment and i usualy wake up long enough to eat and i'm back out again till my sugar drops and wakes me up or dh wakes me up to eat.

if they don't increase the amount of time inbetween each dose then they may try an expirimental dosage which means i will loose the hair that i haven't already lost! it sucks because my6 hair is so thin now as it is and i'm tired all the time.
The fatigue and the pain are the worst. i really don't know what to tell you is the worst part of it.

Libby

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Thu, 12-14-2006 - 4:20pm

Hi Libby,


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Sun, 12-17-2006 - 5:12pm

Yes crohn's disease is an on going thing. they have no sure for it. you jus take the meds find out 3which ones work and you stick with it until that one fail then yu start all over again!

my is handsom and his vace keeps me going.

Libby

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Sun, 12-17-2006 - 8:04pm

Hey Libby,


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Mon, 12-18-2006 - 8:29pm

I had my treatment Friday, i do n't remember much of that day other then i need to call my dr. and arrange for a Port to be put in. i'm getting tired of getting stuck every 6 weeks. My dh picked me up from the hospital and dropped me off at my friends house (i go there after every treatment to recoop) my house is just too insane i cna't get through my treatments if i come home. Basicly they make me tired and i loose my hair. I don't have to shave anywhere so i guess that's a plus. they give me pre meds so i don't puke and i don't breake out in hives. i guess the worse part is i sleep for 3 to 4 days around the clock. usually by monday i wake up with tons of energy but not as much anymore.

Sometimes when i'm out i can't wait in line to use a restroom or i'll have an accident so i just have to butt infront of people which makes them angry and i try to explain but no one really understands unless you have it.

the little one i watch is spending the night and earilier i was on the computer and i took off running and the little 3 year old yells out to my dd "hurry get MiMi some new panties she had ANOTHER accident" she says this with an additude lol.

I woke up this morning with a bad chest cold and I went to the dr. which cost me a co pay and then 2 rx's which cost me $40.00 and said if i'm not better by friday they will do another xray and if they don't like what they see i will go into the hospital. so i'm taking meds and nebs every 4 to 6 hours and just trying to stay out of the hospital. i've been in the hospital 3 or 4 times this year of 16 already and i'm NOT looking forward to another stay!

Libby

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Mon, 12-18-2006 - 10:35pm

Hey Libby,


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