Another Blue Day - Trigger

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Registered: 08-31-2006
Another Blue Day - Trigger
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Thu, 12-28-2006 - 3:02pm
Today after going to therapy, while driving on my way home, I had to cross a set of railroad tracks. As I crossed I saw a train in the distance. I had a strong urge to stop on the tracks. But then realized the train was far enough away that he could stop before hitting me. So I drove home crying all the way.
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Registered: 02-12-2004
Thu, 12-28-2006 - 8:46pm

Hi there,


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Registered: 08-31-2006
Thu, 12-28-2006 - 9:15pm
The trigger was not what happened in therapy. It was a phone call about a job I had applied for and was so hopeful I would get. As you guessed it, it did not happen. I am trying to remain positive about this situation and trying not to let it get to me. Where there is a will there is a way. I will smile like the sun is shining and laugh as though I do not hurt.
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Registered: 02-12-2004
Thu, 12-28-2006 - 11:47pm

Hey Hon,


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