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Registered: 02-06-2004
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Tue, 01-30-2007 - 2:53pm

I'm sorry if I worried you. Now I feel really guilty for doing that. I took some pills but it wasn't enough and all I did was sleep a lot.


Forgive me. I won't post like that again. I know it was stupid of me.

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Tue, 01-30-2007 - 3:29pm

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Tue, 01-30-2007 - 3:29pm

Hi! I left you a message on the BP board and I noticed Lori did too.

My friend, you are never stupid. You have feelings like anyone else. I'm really glad you're OK, of course!

I didn't even read this mysterious post- so you have zero to feel guilty about!

I hope you can tell from all this- you have a lot of friends! Even though you've never met us and wouldn't know me if I passed you on the street! Which isn't likely since we live in different continents! Nevertheless I do care about you and I have a strong feeling that if we could meet, we'd be good friends- even if we had never met on this board!

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Registered: 04-01-2003
In reply to: schitz
Tue, 01-30-2007 - 5:39pm
Amanda
I am so glad that you are ok. Please reach out to us if you are in need of support and dont ever feel dumb. We care about you so much and you are a part of our lives and that means a lot to us. You are a special person with much to give and receive. Please contact your doc and get some help. Your journey is tough but it will help us too. I was so worried about you and was hoping to see you post. Please post soon to let us know constantly how you are doing and what your progress is.
Hugs,
Jessica
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Registered: 08-02-2005
In reply to: schitz
Tue, 01-30-2007 - 8:37pm
I haven't called or talked to anyone yet. I haven't even admitted it to my friend/landlord. I made a promise to another friend that I would go to school today and try and get a crisis appointment but I never made it to school. I'll try tomorrow.

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Registered: 08-02-2005
In reply to: schitz
Tue, 01-30-2007 - 8:43pm
Thanks Blue. You have always been so wonderful to me. I wish we could meet some day.

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Amanda

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Registered: 08-02-2005
In reply to: schitz
Tue, 01-30-2007 - 8:46pm
Thanks Jessica. I will try to reach out when I need help before it gets that desperate, and try to get ahold of my pdoc or SOMEONE!!!!

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Amanda