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| Wed, 01-31-2007 - 4:14pm |
Well i'm trying to stay focused on other things right now, but
this week on monday i went for a needle biopsy, last week they found a lump in my right breast. when they did that it was fluid that came out so that is a good sign she said. I also have a boil on my stomach and she tried to drain that but couldn't so she changed my antibiotic and i go in on thursday to have that cut out which will take 2 to 3 stitches. I got a call today from the Health Dept. it seems when i was in the hospital back before christmas I tested positive to T.B.!!! so i have to go again on friday to have more tests done and if it does come back positive this time I will have to stop my Remicaide treatments and they don't know what i will do then!!!
So today is my dh's and my 20th wedding anniversary. he has a upper chest infection i'm depressed and he isn't giving me the support that i need. I just needed him to tell me everything was going to be ok. with all three major things going on with my body right now i just need a hug or a kind word to tell me i'm going to be ok not to listen to him tell me i'm over reacting. let them stick a need in his boob and see how he likes it. let them stick a need into the center of sore on his stomach and see how it feels let them cut him open to take it out, let them call him and tell him h e may have some deadly disease. just a few short months ago I was actually thinking about driving my car off a bridge or into a tree now i just want to fight for my life and i feel it is slipping away from me.
Robin

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Eventually it did. i ignored them both until the mistake with the clothes were fixed hehe. i stayed down here and just ignored them both lol.
they both learned real fast that if i'm not happy nobody is. so the clothes got done and she put the towels away!!!!
Robin
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