The pain! (Very long)
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The pain! (Very long)
| Sun, 02-04-2007 - 3:22pm |
Memories are going through my mind like a tape stuck on "repeat". I can't sleep and I feel sick to my stomach.
Edited 2/6/2007 4:43 pm ET by bluerains
Edited 2/6/2007 4:43 pm ET by bluerains

Hi Blue,
Thank you Lori.
I wish only good memories got stuck in my head.
Edited 2/6/2007 4:24 pm ET by bluerains
"Please know that you ARE a good and kind person. These things that happened to you were not your fault and it merely reflects the people doing the bullying. I realize that's of small comfort when you are having to deal with the feelings but truly, it DOES say more about THEM than it does about you!"
That is exactly what I need to hear. thank you.
Sometimes it is the so-called smaller stuff that gets to us more, especially if things happen repeatedly. I know how that tape goes through our head.
The only way I think it's going to go away is if you deal with it, but I'm warning you you might find that once the little stuff is gone the big stuff does haunt you.
So you have to make a choice. Is it time for me to deal with this or not. You know that things will continue if you don't so that might make it a resounding yes, but knowing all that you have been through maybe it's not the right time.