sad for no reason, but finding one

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Registered: 08-02-2005
sad for no reason, but finding one
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Sat, 02-10-2007 - 11:20pm
or many. Isn't that the way it goes. When you're down everything looks down. I'm depressed about my weight, my stuff that still isn't unpacked, and I've taken my degree and diplomas off the wall because i don't feel i deserve them. If I did I'd be somewhere with my life.

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Amanda

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Sun, 02-11-2007 - 11:32am

Hey Amanda,


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Sun, 02-11-2007 - 3:51pm

Thanks Lori.


I need all the positive thoughts I can get.


I hate being a counsellor and knowing intellectually that it's just the depression colouring my vision, but that fact doesn't make the bad feelings go away.


I told myself the other day that I have too much going for me to be depressed, so I'm not going to let depression rule my life. Easier said than done.


I'll let you know if I figure out something to do for myself. I can't have a bath because it's triggering for me. (SI/SU). We'll see.

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Amanda