confused

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Registered: 04-01-2003
confused
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Mon, 02-19-2007 - 12:19pm
i really feel like i am on the verge of an emotional meltdown and i dont know what to do. i feel so desperate. i dont think i am going to hurt myself at all it is just a feeling of wanting the hurt to stop. does that make sense? what can i do?
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Registered: 10-15-2006
In reply to: angelwatcher8
Mon, 02-19-2007 - 1:12pm

Yes it makes a ton of sense. just wanting the pain to go away hurts and not knowing how to get it to go away is the hard part. I'm having some issues today and some triggers myself. My friend called and we spent a few minutes on the phone just talking it helped me somewhat.

is there something you can do to help you feel better right now? how about a hot bath or reading a book. what about a favorite website. sometimes when i'm struggling i'll go to pogo.com and play the solitair game it helps to just clear my mind and give me something useless to think about for a while. right now i'm washing laundry reading the boards and ignorning my kids.

I hope you find something to help you feel better soon.
Robin

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Registered: 02-12-2004
In reply to: angelwatcher8
Mon, 02-19-2007 - 10:21pm

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Registered: 02-19-2007
In reply to: angelwatcher8
Tue, 02-20-2007 - 8:35pm

Hi angelwatcher8,

I'm so sorry to read you feel your on the verge of a meltdown, it sounds like a very lonely place for you to be at this moment.

You mention your desperation and wanting the hurt to stop, sweetheart what is causing the hurt? can you share it with us? why I ask this is, by going deep down inside yourself and shareing your thoughts and feelings with this message board or someone you trust it can help you hopefuly to see your situation in another light and hopefuly bring you healing.

Everyone deserves to be happy that is the rule of the universe, unfortunatly there can be times when for one reason or another our happiness is tested, it's at those times that it's so important to reach out for the support and love that is there for you.

Sweetheart I sincerely hope you keep reaching out and you accept the support that I and many others would dearly love to offer you.

Sending love to you through the universe.........Swan