How am I supposed to deal?
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How am I supposed to deal?
| Fri, 02-23-2007 - 10:18pm |
This is so hard. I havent mentioned separation to him yet. I have filed for disability and I have nowhere to go or any money. I wont be able to survive financially on my own. I am stuck in this h*ll. I have my pdoc appt on the 2nd and my first therapy appt on the 1st. I guess I'll have to tell them the truth and then what will they say? I am paralyzed to do anything. I have been broken for so long. What about my girls. What do I tell them about all of this? My oldest has no clue. Im so tired.
Jessica
Jessica

Hi Jess,
I have always agreed with your advice, really. I try not to argue in front of my oldest the other is a baby. She is very happy but Im afraid cause she doesnt know anything. I didnt tell you all I think but he gave me HPV and another STD a few years ago which resulted in cervical cancer and he had penile cancer too first. After 7 years of marriage at the time I get my first STD, can it be that I had it years ago and it only just came out then and it was my fault? I dont have disability yet, Im waiting for a response from them. Thank you again for all the support.
Jessica
Hey Jess,
Jessica I hope your appointments go well. is it possible for him to go with youl my dh goes with me and although i still have a shread of hope it is fading fast and i hope we get back what we have lost. that shread of hope is shredding fast. but know that i'm thinking of you. My two older girls are actually telling me and my dh to get a divorce thats what they "say" they want, but i think if reality were to hit them they wouldn't really like it much.
Robin