I'm down again (trig)

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Registered: 08-31-2006
I'm down again (trig)
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Sun, 02-25-2007 - 8:10am
I it's me again.
This world is cruel. I am finding it harder to cope with all the ups and downs. All it seems I am doing is facing downs lots of downers. Too many to cope with. Why are we subjected to all this cruelity? Why must I go thru this torment. Why must I live out my life being depressed. Why not just leave this world. I want it to stop. It is not worth being around for.
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Sun, 02-25-2007 - 3:46pm

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Registered: 10-15-2006
Sun, 02-25-2007 - 3:54pm

I know how you must be feeling. things happen to us that we just don't understand. we go through things that aren't fair. Sometimes i wonder why god makes us go through the things we do.

Just know that there are people out there who care about you and love you. I think about you everyday and i pray for my online friends that god will soon make our lives a ittle bit more bearable.

Hugs Robin

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Registered: 08-31-2006
Sun, 02-25-2007 - 4:02pm

It is the ups and downs of life. I have been rejected from several job interviews that I am beginning to think that I am a worthless person. I have had at least 7 turn downs. Yes I know my DH tells me its because the right job has not come along. However since no one wants me it makes things so much worse. It has been since Sept 06 that I have been sending out resumes and landing interviews only to be rejected. I have been told on several occasions that I was 1 of 3 candidates they picked to interview. Yet I get the turn down.

I just hate life

No I no longer have a therapist remember they closed my case because I was not happy with the doctor so I am not seeing the therapist there.
I have a new Pdoc but I am just using her to release from FMLA to go back to work. If I do not return to work March 1 they will terminate me and I will be faced with paying back the full medical premiums my company paid out while I was out on FMLA. So I have to return and quite or face paying the premiums.

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Registered: 07-11-2006
Sun, 02-25-2007 - 8:08pm
sfarlow, I've been exactly where you are now. I remember having a job interview every day for for about two weeks straight, and not one call back. It's very frustrating, yes, but remember, it doesn't mean your worthless in any shape or form. Your hubby is right. The right job simply hasn't came along yet. (Sounds like you have a decent, supporting guy there?) You just need to hold your head high, and keep trying. Remember, confidence is everything!
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Registered: 08-31-2006
Sun, 02-25-2007 - 8:43pm
Thanks Little
With every rejection my confidence takes a big blow! I just don't know why all this is happening. I am so frustrated right now I could cry.
If I get rejected then there got to be something wrong with me I just wish I knew what it was so I could fix it. I wear a suit to my interviews, I am friendly at the interviews, show up early, research the firms, asks questions but I get know where.
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Registered: 07-11-2006
Sun, 02-25-2007 - 8:55pm
I remember a friend telling me about a seminar she went to about job interviews. It's kind of a brush up course on what to do and what not to do during an interview, and alot of other things that don't even cross someone's mind. Maybe you should check with some of the employment agencies in your area to see if they offer something like that. There is nothing "wrong" with you. Sometimes, it takes longer than you think for someone who has interviewed you to call you back.
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Registered: 08-31-2006
Mon, 02-26-2007 - 12:44pm
I feel like I am not worth while. I want to make a contribution to the world. I feel lonely and see no light at the end of the tunnel for me. Why is God so mean?