I'm down again (trig)
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I'm down again (trig)
| Sun, 02-25-2007 - 8:10am |
I it's me again.
This world is cruel. I am finding it harder to cope with all the ups and downs. All it seems I am doing is facing downs lots of downers. Too many to cope with. Why are we subjected to all this cruelity? Why must I go thru this torment. Why must I live out my life being depressed. Why not just leave this world. I want it to stop. It is not worth being around for.
This world is cruel. I am finding it harder to cope with all the ups and downs. All it seems I am doing is facing downs lots of downers. Too many to cope with. Why are we subjected to all this cruelity? Why must I go thru this torment. Why must I live out my life being depressed. Why not just leave this world. I want it to stop. It is not worth being around for.

Hey Shelly,
I know how you must be feeling. things happen to us that we just don't understand. we go through things that aren't fair. Sometimes i wonder why god makes us go through the things we do.
Just know that there are people out there who care about you and love you. I think about you everyday and i pray for my online friends that god will soon make our lives a ittle bit more bearable.
Hugs Robin
It is the ups and downs of life. I have been rejected from several job interviews that I am beginning to think that I am a worthless person. I have had at least 7 turn downs. Yes I know my DH tells me its because the right job has not come along. However since no one wants me it makes things so much worse. It has been since Sept 06 that I have been sending out resumes and landing interviews only to be rejected. I have been told on several occasions that I was 1 of 3 candidates they picked to interview. Yet I get the turn down.
I just hate life
No I no longer have a therapist remember they closed my case because I was not happy with the doctor so I am not seeing the therapist there.
I have a new Pdoc but I am just using her to release from FMLA to go back to work. If I do not return to work March 1 they will terminate me and I will be faced with paying back the full medical premiums my company paid out while I was out on FMLA. So I have to return and quite or face paying the premiums.
With every rejection my confidence takes a big blow! I just don't know why all this is happening. I am so frustrated right now I could cry.
If I get rejected then there got to be something wrong with me I just wish I knew what it was so I could fix it. I wear a suit to my interviews, I am friendly at the interviews, show up early, research the firms, asks questions but I get know where.