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Registered: 04-21-2003
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Wed, 04-18-2007 - 7:11pm
well I am doing a bit better so far had my appt with my T today and even tho I was a hard butt there and didnt show how I truely felt, I now know that I have to get my crap together and stop thinking the way that I have been I have 4 wonderful kids and just last night when I was depressed my youngest who is 4 yrs old looked at me and said mommy your beautiful and I love you, right there proves to me that no matter how fat I get or how bad my day gets I have to live for my kids, and if that is the only thing that keeps me alive then so be it. A lot of my depression stems from my bipolar ( which I do not take any medications for that bc I am afraid of it making me gain wt, and then there is the wt issues I have, I wasnt eating for days at a time and the depression was getting so bad and when I would eat I would end up making purging, so my mind and body wasnt doing well but today I started back on my antidepressants and have been eating smaller meals and it seems to be a lil better. Havent done school in a week but that is ok, we will make it up next week,
Mary
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Registered: 02-12-2004
In reply to: black_ice22
Wed, 04-18-2007 - 11:15pm

Hey Mary,


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In reply to: black_ice22
Thu, 04-19-2007 - 3:37pm

flowerhugs.gifThat's good news, Mary. It's the small steps we take that will result in our recovery. Getting a handle on your physical health will certainly improve your outlook. I understand that gaining weight is a problem with some people & some antidepressants. I have read that healthy