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| Thu, 05-10-2007 - 8:10am |
Morning...
I feel so incredibly numb right now. I have been emailing The Samaritans for an outlet and I thought this would be another good place for me to let go. I have had it with life. It doesnt fill me with joy as it did. I know life has its responsibilities but the fun is gone for me. I thought if I joined a gym it would relieve some of the pain... it hasnt but I still go. I have some glimmer of hope... That is all I have right now. DH doesnt really help too much with working all day long and I barely see him except when I leave for work. This is not what I expected marriage to be like. I am so depressed that I just want to cry. I have no desire to work, talk, anything.... I just want my dark room to be left alone.









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OH Jan!
I figure instead of making a whole new post I would just continue using the one I have....
Anywho, I changed therapist not because I didnt like the one I was currently seeing but her hours are not convenient for my schedule.
Hey Darla,
Well today is the day I see my new therapist, Gina.
Hey Darla,
OMG!!!
I really need a cyber hug right about now! :(
After I talked to Dh about what happened the other night I was hoping he would say something...ANYTHING.
{{{{{Darla}}}}} Big cyber hugs to you!!
I know for me, when I've gotten that kind of reaction from someone I care about and have shared something with, it leaves me with some uncomfortable feelings. For starters, it is hard for some of us to be vulnerable ---even with someone we love. And when we feel they haven't responded with equal emotion or commitment, we often feel slighted, rejected, angry, frustrated, even more scared, alone.... Have I hit them all yet? *Wink* At least that's true for ME anyway!
Lori~
Of course you hit the nail on the head.
Hey Darla,
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