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| Thu, 05-10-2007 - 8:10am |
Morning...
I feel so incredibly numb right now. I have been emailing The Samaritans for an outlet and I thought this would be another good place for me to let go. I have had it with life. It doesnt fill me with joy as it did. I know life has its responsibilities but the fun is gone for me. I thought if I joined a gym it would relieve some of the pain... it hasnt but I still go. I have some glimmer of hope... That is all I have right now. DH doesnt really help too much with working all day long and I barely see him except when I leave for work. This is not what I expected marriage to be like. I am so depressed that I just want to cry. I have no desire to work, talk, anything.... I just want my dark room to be left alone.









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Morning Lori ~
I'm thinking of doing therapy once a week.
Good Morning to you, Darla! I think going to therapy once a week would be wonderful for you! (NOT that you're "that bad"--IF that's what you're thinking cause that's where MY mind would work--lol!). I just think if you have that opportunity, why not grab hold and make the best of it? It can only benefit you--and as you get healthier and get a better sense of your own wants, needs and how to communicate them it's also going to benefit those around you. A "win-win" situation from what I can see!
Oh Lori... I know what you are talking about!
Hey Darla,
What I mean by organizing patterns is how I organize my thoughts/actions.
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