*Sigh*

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Registered: 01-17-2007
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Thu, 05-10-2007 - 8:10am

Morning...


I feel so incredibly numb right now.  I have been emailing The Samaritans for an outlet and I thought this would be another good place for me to let go.  I have had it with life.  It doesnt fill me with joy as it did.  I know life has its responsibilities but the fun is gone for me.  I thought if I joined a gym it would relieve some of the pain... it hasnt but I still go.  I have some glimmer of hope... That is all I have right now.  DH doesnt really help too much with working all day long and I barely see him except when I leave for work.  This is not what I expected marriage to be like.  I am so depressed that I just want to cry.  I have no desire to work, talk, anything.... I just want my dark room to be left alone. 

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Registered: 01-17-2007
In reply to: grizgirl
Tue, 05-29-2007 - 7:33am
I am currently seeing a therapist.

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Registered: 01-17-2007
In reply to: grizgirl
Tue, 05-29-2007 - 7:41am

Morning Lori ~


I'm thinking of doing therapy once a week.

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Registered: 02-12-2004
In reply to: grizgirl
Tue, 05-29-2007 - 10:10am

Good Morning to you, Darla! I think going to therapy once a week would be wonderful for you! (NOT that you're "that bad"--IF that's what you're thinking cause that's where MY mind would work--lol!). I just think if you have that opportunity, why not grab hold and make the best of it? It can only benefit you--and as you get healthier and get a better sense of your own wants, needs and how to communicate them it's also going to benefit those around you. A "win-win" situation from what I can see!


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Registered: 01-17-2007
In reply to: grizgirl
Tue, 05-29-2007 - 10:27am

Oh Lori... I know what you are talking about!

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Registered: 02-12-2004
In reply to: grizgirl
Tue, 05-29-2007 - 12:24pm

Hey Darla,


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In reply to: grizgirl
Tue, 05-29-2007 - 3:07pm
what do you mean by organizing patterns?
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Registered: 01-17-2007
In reply to: grizgirl
Tue, 05-29-2007 - 3:22pm

What I mean by organizing patterns is how I organize my thoughts/actions.

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Registered: 07-19-2003
In reply to: grizgirl
Tue, 05-29-2007 - 3:29pm
no, that makes sense. just some thoughts floating around, sometimes you can just say to yourself, oh that's that thought again, that's ok, and let it go, and it's ok if it's comes back. or maybe aj ournal, write down the htoughts and physicaly put it away somewhere. there's lots of different ways to try it

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