Ive hit rock bottom, please help!
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Ive hit rock bottom, please help!
| Mon, 05-21-2007 - 12:50pm |
First of all can i say hi to everyone, this is my first post and i dearly hope im in the right place. I have suffered with terrible depression for most of my life, i have been diagnosed this year with bipolar and am on medication. My problem is, my life has turned upside down yet again, and i feel too low and weak to climb out of depression this time. Im so afraid, lonely and terrified of the future. This past week my youngest son has been thrown out by his girlfriend, ive been told i cant see my baby grandaughter any more. My partner of 3 years has left me, and now my car has broken down and i cannot afford the repair bills. I live in the countryside so am now very isolated. I have no support system, only my psychiatrist whom i see every 6 months. I am new to the area and have no friends or outside interests. I dont know where to start, i feel physically ill because my thoughts are driving me insane. I have been to hell and back during my life, as most of you will have too, but the fact i have lost everyone dear to me makes me feel that i have nothing to offer anymore. My self-esteem is zero. Please, any support or advice would be great. Thankyou, victoria

Hi Victoria and welcome to the board...although I am sorry you (or anyone for that matter) has need for such a place. I am pretty sure you will find it a safe supportive place so I hope you will stay and get to know us--and vice versa!
Hi, Victoria! I was sorry to hear about your situation): However, your second post indicated that you have some supports in place. That is awesome!
How are things going? We do care about you in this community & certainly want the best for you. You DID post in the right place. I am sending lots of PT's to you & your dear baby. GL! (((hugs))) jan