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| Wed, 06-27-2007 - 9:37pm |
As usual I have hit another major sink hole in life. I had my 90 day review at my new job and was told that I need to make some major changes in my errors or I will be term. First of all some of the errors where my fault the other part were due to the notes I took to process a certification. So the first time I processed these cert by myself was 2 months after I was shown how to do them. So I followed my notes and made a mistake input a date. The date was supose to be 3 years after the cert was done not the day the cert was done.
Well they wrote me up on it and told me to improve or else.
So needless to say today was not a very good day.
This job also is not one I am fawned of. It is 30 miles round trip. Low pay and not paid time off for a year then after a year you get one week! Then there is not enough to keep me busy. I also share a large office with another gal who has only been there a month and she told me she does not have enough to keep her busy. I have not told her that I am in the same boat. She do not work in the HR dept like me she is a secretary for warehouse supervisiors. But we have found out that some of the stuff she does is the same thing I do such as approving day off request. She does it then I do it but I take it one step further and enter it in the payroll.
Oh get this I got asked not to come to work so early. My start time is 8:30 and I get there at 8:00. I drive a 15 miles one way. I have to go through 2 school zones, cross one set of tracks not to mention the road I travel is known for at least 4 bad accidents a month. And this is the only way to work without going way out of my way. They ask what I do when i get there. I said I read the paper sometimes stop at the cafeteria for breakfast. Well they don't want me to enter the building until 8:15. We use a swipe card to get in and that is how they know I arrive early.
Anyway I have been looking for another job and found one the is like 1/2 mile from my home. It is a unit clerk position at a rehab facility. It is a facility I went to as an outpatient physical therapy person and really liked the staff and how they treated the patients. Anyway the job is Mon - Fri 8:00 - 5:00. They called and left a message today but it was too late to call. I plan to call tomorrow though.
So any thoughts would be greatly welcomed. I just felt today like life was not worth living again. Monday I had a hard time going to work all I wanted to do was die.

Hey there,
(((Disneynut))) I am so sorry to hear all of this. Like Lori said, we all make mistakes. It's very hard for me NOT to take them personally, so I can relate to what you feel. My biggest complaint about evaluations is that all the mistakes are held until that eval is given. I say that isn't fair. If