Darla's AUGUST Journal

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Darla's AUGUST Journal
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Wed, 08-01-2007 - 8:44am

I figure I would make my life a little easier and split my therapy sessions and such into months in case I want to go back and check things so being it is August 1st... what the heck!  This Month's Affirmation is Peace (http://www.dailyaffirm.com/) and today's thought is...


I give myself permission
to release disharmony and conflict from the energy field.
I find it easy to say goodbye to dis-ease and disease.


I have been keeping my negative feelings in check but it was so hard last weekend.  His sister was being so mean and hateful to me this weekend.  A little backgroud about SIL...  I was good friends with her and when dh and I got engaged, everything changed. She stopped returning my calls and such.  So I figure I would let her be. Then all of the sudden, she got engaged and decided to put her wedding together in 4 months.  The time leading up to it, she was downplaying our wedding.  I just let it go since the wedding we were having is how WE wanted it, not HER.  So after hers and our wedding, I thought she would come back to Earth but she has been getting meaner with her words and actions.  I decided to stay away from her toxic attitude.   With this weekend which I couldnt avoid since it was his family's annual picnic.  Friday she said some very hateful things that I was so close to punching her in the face but I didnt.  But pretty much the whole picnic I avoided her.  I just feel I do not belong with his family.  It is some of my fault since I dont really interact with them.  I just watch on the sidelines.  I hide behind my camera.  I dont like opening up to his family since I had a bad taste of what his sister is like.  I know dh wouldnt do that to me.  He is a kind soul with a warm heart.  Anywho, I survived the weekend and now I can go back to concentrating on my positive outlook.  I am looking forward to our anniversary and the surprise dh has planned.  I cannot wait to see what it is and tell my iVillage family about it!  I am playing the last few days of our wedding plans. 


I am releasing the negative vibes I put upon myself.  My energy field needs to be filled with positive thoughts and give myself permission to have down time but not to dwell on them.  I say goodbye to my distructive behavior.

 


 


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Mon, 08-06-2007 - 2:22pm

Whoo hoo is RIGHT ON! You guys make a great looking pair & he must have been so proud to have you on his arm, Darla. You looked great!


Sounds like a wonderful evening. I am *drinking* my lunch. A protein shake & am drooling over the food you guys had): I love deep fried calamari. Yummy! I am keeping my fingers & toes crossed that when you got home, that wasn't the night dh switched the tv on;) Thx for sharing! (((hugs))) jan

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Tue, 08-07-2007 - 9:05am

"I let (Spirit, My Higher Self, God, My Spirit Guides, The One, The Force, Infinite Source) purify any remaining thoughts and feelings of separation."


This is the end of this week's cleansing and starting next week will be about opening up.

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Tue, 08-07-2007 - 11:30am

Hey Darla,


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Wed, 08-08-2007 - 6:51am

"I open to allow peace to operate in my life.

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Wed, 08-08-2007 - 11:25am

My sincerest sympathy in the passing of your aunt. I will keep you & your family in my T's &

 

 


 



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Fri, 08-10-2007 - 6:53am

"I allow peace to flow through me and keep my attention."


I had a productive session with Gina last night.

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Fri, 08-10-2007 - 11:05am

Hey Darla,


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Fri, 08-10-2007 - 2:02pm
That is great news on the bloodwork, Darla! (((hugs))) jan


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Mon, 08-13-2007 - 8:42am

I accept hope, peace, joy and love in all aspects of my life.


Man, this weekend was hard!

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Mon, 08-13-2007 - 4:05pm

(((Darla))) You persevered. That is great!


I am all for letting go of the anxiety & stress. Am with you each step of the way:) jan


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