Darla's AUGUST Journal
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| Wed, 08-01-2007 - 8:44am |
I figure I would make my life a little easier and split my therapy sessions and such into months in case I want to go back and check things so being it is August 1st... what the heck! This Month's Affirmation is Peace (http://www.dailyaffirm.com/) and today's thought is...
I give myself permission
to release disharmony and conflict from the energy field.
I find it easy to say goodbye to dis-ease and disease.
I have been keeping my negative feelings in check but it was so hard last weekend. His sister was being so mean and hateful to me this weekend. A little backgroud about SIL... I was good friends with her and when dh and I got engaged, everything changed. She stopped returning my calls and such. So I figure I would let her be. Then all of the sudden, she got engaged and decided to put her wedding together in 4 months. The time leading up to it, she was downplaying our wedding. I just let it go since the wedding we were having is how WE wanted it, not HER. So after hers and our wedding, I thought she would come back to Earth but she has been getting meaner with her words and actions. I decided to stay away from her toxic attitude. With this weekend which I couldnt avoid since it was his family's annual picnic. Friday she said some very hateful things that I was so close to punching her in the face but I didnt. But pretty much the whole picnic I avoided her. I just feel I do not belong with his family. It is some of my fault since I dont really interact with them. I just watch on the sidelines. I hide behind my camera. I dont like opening up to his family since I had a bad taste of what his sister is like. I know dh wouldnt do that to me. He is a kind soul with a warm heart. Anywho, I survived the weekend and now I can go back to concentrating on my positive outlook. I am looking forward to our anniversary and the surprise dh has planned. I cannot wait to see what it is and tell my iVillage family about it! I am playing the last few days of our wedding plans.
I am releasing the negative vibes I put upon myself. My energy field needs to be filled with positive thoughts and give myself permission to have down time but not to dwell on them. I say goodbye to my distructive behavior.











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thanks so much Jan!
You ladies are so precious!
Heyyy Darla,
This is wierd. Many years ago, they came out w/approved nursing diagnoses that nurses could use in their plans of care. Nurses do NOT diagnose like drs. But, they can identify needs. For the longest time I was puzzled as to when, where
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