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| Fri, 08-03-2007 - 10:59pm |
So I was just checking in. I'm not surewhat my last post said but I was just updating everybody. I haven't had a thought in over a week, have not thought about Mr.X more than just a regular Joe, in aboutthe same amount of time. Yesterday I went to a Gary Allan Concert, Which was the highlight of my Summer so far and probably Year. :) :) :) Had so much fun It was Awesome I love him so much and I just feel like him and his music has saved me so many times. just listening to some songs would cheer me up or if I would feel blue he would always come on the radio at the right time. And its weird but he is one of the few people I can always count on beingthere. Techinically he is not in person there but I have his CD's to keep me company. I'm going to Indiana this weekend coming back for one day then Going to Colorado. Mr. X Does not believe I'm going to colorado and he will not see me for like over a week. lol haha would cares. Today he said something that would have made me blue and feel bad about myself again and worthless and that I'm only worth as someone to have sex with, but today it did not bother me. for a second it did but I just thought STOP! missy why do you care what he thinks, Forget him forget what he said, move on you are better than that, worth more than that and should not have to settle. But I'm doing better. I'm still coming down from my Gary Allan High. Everyone asks me why I love him so much but I don't think they'd understand that I feel like he isthe one keeping me alive day by day I don't know why. His wife commited suicide a few years ago and not sure maybe thats it. or what I just love him and always will. but I'm so happy I got really close to stadge a few times and my seats were only 50ft away. I'm so excited. lol
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| Sat, 08-04-2007 - 10:52am |
Caitlan, I can't tell you're excited @ all...NOT!!! :) That is great that you had such a good time. I hope you have a wonderful vacation too. GL & GBU! (((hugs))) jan





| Mon, 08-06-2007 - 8:03am |
I am so glad you had a blast at your concert and you are doing so well with forgetting what's-his-name.
