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life is too hard
| Fri, 08-10-2007 - 5:28pm |
Here I sit feeling so lonely and upset wondering what will happen next.
I have this feeling life will never be happy so why should I be here among the living.
If I only had some hope...
Hope that doesn't want to show its self.
Oh how I long to get up and go to work everyday like normal people do.
I know that life is cruel and unfair but this has gone on for awhile and I am tired of the pain. Sleepless nights, long crying spells, rejection.
Life is not fun and is so hopeless for me.
WHY
I have this feeling life will never be happy so why should I be here among the living.
If I only had some hope...
Hope that doesn't want to show its self.
Oh how I long to get up and go to work everyday like normal people do.
I know that life is cruel and unfair but this has gone on for awhile and I am tired of the pain. Sleepless nights, long crying spells, rejection.
Life is not fun and is so hopeless for me.
WHY

Hi Disney,
Life is certainly a struggle, Disneynut. For you, it seems to be hitting you harder & I am sorry to hear that):
Sometimes just small changes will help us to re-focus & get out of a rut. @ the very least, it will point us in that general direction. Can you call a friend? Can you go out for coffee or a movie? Sometimes buying a little treat for myself, reminds me that I am an ok person & a deserving one. Taking a walk & concentrating on nature's beauty might help. Have you tried meditation or if you're a spiritual person, can you read scriptues, pray or commune with your Higher Power?
Since it has been awhile since you posted, did you stay @ the job where you feared making mistakes? Or did you begin the new job you told us about? Isn't it working out? Post anytime. Vent as you need too. That is why the board exists. We care & know that you DO have hope or you wouldn't have reached out for the human connection we all need. Wishing you the best of luck. (((hugs))) jan