life is too hard

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Registered: 01-03-2000
life is too hard
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Fri, 08-10-2007 - 5:28pm
Here I sit feeling so lonely and upset wondering what will happen next.
I have this feeling life will never be happy so why should I be here among the living.
If I only had some hope...
Hope that doesn't want to show its self.
Oh how I long to get up and go to work everyday like normal people do.
I know that life is cruel and unfair but this has gone on for awhile and I am tired of the pain. Sleepless nights, long crying spells, rejection.
Life is not fun and is so hopeless for me.
WHY
Shell
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Registered: 02-12-2004
Sat, 08-11-2007 - 6:31pm

Hi Disney,


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Registered: 03-11-2004
Mon, 08-13-2007 - 4:14pm

Life is certainly a struggle, Disneynut. For you, it seems to be hitting you harder & I am sorry to hear that):


Sometimes just small changes will help us to re-focus & get out of a rut. @ the very least, it will point us in that general direction. Can you call a friend? Can you go out for coffee or a movie? Sometimes buying a little treat for myself, reminds me that I am an ok person & a deserving one. Taking a walk & concentrating on nature's beauty might help. Have you tried meditation or if you're a spiritual person, can you read scriptues, pray or commune with your Higher Power?


Since it has been awhile since you posted, did you stay @ the job where you feared making mistakes? Or did you begin the new job you told us about? Isn't it working out? Post anytime. Vent as you need too. That is why the board exists. We care & know that you DO have hope or you wouldn't have reached out for the human connection we all need. Wishing you the best of luck. (((hugs))) jan


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Registered: 01-03-2000
Tue, 08-21-2007 - 6:03pm
I left the job where I was fearful of making a mistake. And I am unemployeed and still interviewing with no luck. I am still feeling very down. YOu guys are the only friends I have right now and I am glad I have you. I am still fearful of what will happen to me. I am just so sad.
Shell