To my ivillage family

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Registered: 01-03-2000
To my ivillage family
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Wed, 08-22-2007 - 12:24pm
I just want you all to know that I appreciate all the love, support, prayers.
My life as been so hard lately that it has really gotten to me. I am so sad and cry all the time. I have written a touching letter to my husband tell him how much I love him and ask him not to be mad at me over this. But I can't... go on....
Shell
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Registered: 01-03-2001
Wed, 08-22-2007 - 1:00pm

Hi there,


Thank you for dropping by to let us know your thoughts and plans. We'd like to encourage you to please get real life help as soon as possible. Please call a friend, counselor or 911 and tell someone how you feel. There is help available and we really want you to reach out to someone.


I'd like to share some phone numbers and websites for

Karla
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Registered: 02-12-2004
Wed, 08-22-2007 - 1:12pm

Hey Disney,


I am glad you feel able to come here and share your feelings with us and I hope in some small way, it makes your burdens lighter. However, we all have been there where the boards just aren't enough and so I hope you will follow Karla's wise advice and seek ADDITIONAL help ASAP! You are worth it and this pain you are feeling right now will NOT last forever. Hold on....and stay safe. Your family and loved ones would be devastated at your loss. Hugs and prayers, Lori

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Wed, 08-22-2007 - 1:16pm

It's good to know that you consider us family. As one of your family, I would like to re-iterate what CMKarla told you. Please seek help right away. Call someone. Take yourself to the nearest ER.

 

 


 



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Registered: 01-03-2000
Wed, 08-22-2007 - 2:15pm
I just need a hug but I am home all alone right now. My kittens are my company during the day.
Shell
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Registered: 07-13-2006
Thu, 08-23-2007 - 9:47am


I'm sending you that hug you need. You're important and you CAN go on. We go on by taking one moment at a time, putting one foot in front of the other. Sadness is an emotion like any other emotion. It's there for a reason and it's important to let it have it's say. Maybe you can take a moment and write down what exactly it is that makes you so sad. It's also important to remember the things that make us happy. Sometimes in the swirling chaos of depression we lose sight of the good things.

Be good to yourself and please stay safe. You are loved and cared about.

Lucky

LUCKY

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Registered: 01-03-2000
Wed, 08-29-2007 - 3:48am
Just too let everyone know I am still alive I just have been in a world wind of emotions lately and have been struggling to cope. I prayer everyday that this will be my last day of dealing with all this pain and struggling I want to have it all end. But day after day I wake to the same thing - wishing one day I would not wake up at all. Too not have to face this pain and suffering anymore would be a blessing too me.
Shell
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Registered: 03-11-2004
Wed, 08-29-2007 - 12:02pm
Thank you for checking in, Disneynut. I know that all of us are glad that you're still hanging in there. Life is certainly a struggle. It is painful. As always, looking & living in the present is the best. Keeping yourself in a positive state of mind by keeping active, both physically & mentally is essential. Keeping connected w/your health care providers, friends, family & others who are supportive
 

 


 



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Registered: 06-18-2007
Sun, 09-02-2007 - 11:50pm

I am so glad that you are still here. Are you feeling any better today?
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Registered: 01-03-2000
Mon, 09-03-2007 - 4:31am
No I feel horrible. Each day that goes by I feel more and more like h**l. One day it will happen and it will be all over with. until then my life continues to be a horrible. each passing day gets worse
Shell
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Registered: 01-03-2000
Mon, 09-24-2007 - 2:36pm
Hello out there, its me again. I am feeling so blue. I wish my life was over. I just hate myself and wish it would just end. How much torture should a person have to endure? I just can seem to make life worthwhile anymore.
What is so good about living? What benefit does one get? So why not end it now and stop all the pain.
Shell