Leilani, How are you?
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Leilani, How are you?
| Sat, 06-28-2003 - 10:09am |
I see you dropping a post every now and then and just wondering how you're feeling these days. I haven't seen a post FROM you in awhile. Of course, I haven't been around much myself lately so I may have missed it *blush*. Hope all is well in your little world. Let us know how you're doing. Charlie

Well I am sick again for three weeks now. But I am in good spirits because I had such a good time while I was in remission. So no complaints here. I went to the Colorado River but only skied one day the rest of the time I was kicking back with about hummmm.... about 30 or 40 people. It was wild... and I got to laugh a lot and play with every one. Most of the people were new to me so they are the best people to play with there brains because they have no idea where I am coming from. The weather was excellant and the evenings were mild. People got a little upset because I did not bring my Maitais but it was either I make those and be more sick because the energy it would take to make them for everyone would have sucked all the life out me and I wouldn't have the energy to play with my buds or not and have a good time... They forgave me and told me they are going to throw a Hawaiian party on September 6th and the only thing I have to bring is my Maitais and my body attached to William... ha ha ha.... I can not even believe they are throwing this Hawaiian party but they would not take no for an answer... what a crack up!
I went to the doctor before the trip and got a bunch of drugs to curb the sympthoms of Lupus and they seem to work better this time around because I have not been on them for almost 7 months... so that was nice. So all and all Charlie mentally I am up and in a positive mood these days. The only bummer is that I can not go out in the sun and play in the spa out back with Nauhui. He has become my swimming partner these days which is just a riot.
How are you doing these days? What ya doing for the fourth of July? Me I get to spend the day with my miserable mother in law who dislikes me immensely because I am not white. She is getting up there in age...she will be 83 this year... so she is getting meaner towards me and really does not care what she says that will hurt me as the years go by. I thought about making up an excuse to not go to her birthday party(July 4th) but then I thought that would make her happy so I decided to go and be a thorn in her side...ha ha ha... I know girls I am bad... but I refuse to make people who are racist comfortable when they are not around me. This is one time (the racist birthday's party) that taking the chance of getting sicker is worth it to me.... ha ha ha I know some of you can not understand this way of thinking but ya just got to live in my body and have to deal with this woman to understand me...
You know the worst part of knowing this woman is having to support her now that she is running out of money. We had to buy her a seven thousand dollar car the other day because the one she had fell apart and no one in the family had the money to spare. Now that really sticks in my crawl! So much so that is the reason why I would not kiss William good bye when he wanted to go to the grocery store on Sunday... If you read my other post titled "a kiss is just a kiss" you'll know what I am talking about. I do throw my little temper tantrums over this woman from time to time... but then afterwards I get all the anger out and come back to my senses! ha ha ha... and then I put my nose up in the air and keep trucking. I think me disliking this woman helped save William's life last Sunday so that is a positive that has came out of this horrible predicument I am in now with my mother in law.... ha ha ha... Remember one of my rules in life is that I got to find a positive out of a negative situation to neutralize the pain of people crushing my heart to bits... and it works for me because now I am okay...
Mahalo for asking about me Charlie...
Aloha,
Leilani
Aloha,
Lei