I'm going crazy!!!
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| Thu, 01-31-2008 - 6:21pm |
The last 2 days have been very hard for me. I can't explain it but at work I just die of bordom and the time goes by soooooooooo slowly. Not really a biggy to complain about but I just wanted to put it down in words.
I don't do everything at work like I used to when I worked there 10 yrs ago full time, but I need to get something to do when i'm finished my work for the day but have to stay there to answer the phones. Am I pitifull or what, such a cooshy job and here I am complaining.
OK, that said, I am home and waiting for Bill to come home to take him out for supper. I think Sea Island is the place tonight. I am ready for Feburary to come even tho I have a dr appt or labs every Monday of the month. First off is my bone scan to see what is going on in my foot. I have my gyno appt and mammo in Feburary and my ear appt. Oh yes, the most important is an appt with the dr who will do my implant to see if I am still quilified. I thought I did this with another dr but I have to meet the one in charge...good thing. I assume that I am still a canadate for the headache study and I am ready for that to push on.
Along with my appts will be taking my mom to hers and her things outside the house. She is such a go-get-um lady and I love her very much. I know I share the duties of taking care of her with my sister but I am getting resenting thoughts lately about taking her anywhere. God forgive me amd I know this will pass. We have my mom still in our lives and greatful for it.
I have been reading posts but not answering so I hope to get with it and answer more regularly. You are all in my thoughts and prayers for everyone who need them. This is the absent far too much, Free. Love and
BIG HUGS...me, Free, lol

Hi Free
Well even a cushy job can be a boring one and if you are finished with the work you have to do and then need to sit around waiting for the phone to ring I think that would sometimes make me a bit nuts.
I am ready for Feb too hoping for warmer temps here. Not so bad actually but tired of the cooler low 50's and high 50's ready for the 70' and 80's again.
I am glad to hear you are still in the running for the headache study hope the appt with the Dr goes well for that and also they can find out just what the heck is wrong with your foot when you go for the scan on it.
It is hard when we have to help our aging parents and sometimes those of us who have to do it find it can become a burden at times. Your feelings are normal my friend and of course you love your Mom and want to help her.
Yup cushy can be boring and the time doesn't go fast and I think part of it is (I ) would feel so unproductive....I had a job like that too..I would read at my desk....look at magazines...Really bad!
Yup ready for more than February...I need SPRING!!!