Please help! I need an INTERVENTION
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| Tue, 11-18-2008 - 8:21pm |
Tomorrow I go in for an emergency surgery to remove more infected tissue from my body... please pray that I get amnesia because I want to forget this has happened to me again!
My doctors have tried removing the infections with 4 different surgeries within my mouth.... Plus they have tried all sorts of antibiotics to get rid of the infection which has set up house keeping in the lower part of my body. But these two infections refuse to leave my body with out an all out dragged out fight. errr.... Now the doctors are getting real serious and putting their foot down by resorting to cutting it out where ever these infections pop up within my body.
The staph infection in the lower part of my body is still enjoying life at my expense and looks like it wants to stay snuggled where it is at because it has Not gone away. I think “it†(the infection) took my vows with William to seriously when it heard until death do we part because it looks like it is not going any where any time soon. As a matter of fact it looks like the infection in the lower part of my body has moved in some of "it's" buddies because that infection has doubled in size. So if “it†and I do not come to some sort of agreement in the near future then the doctor told me "it" to will be cut out again and exorcised from my body! errr....
Now I know positive thinking helps me cope when I find myself in this condition (poor mental and physical health) but my positive thinking thoughts are dwindling down to nothing these days because I am getting real tired of fighting these infections and I want to give up. I have had enough of all this now... I have been good ... I have not complained a lot this past year to any one on or off the web but now I am stuck.... so help!
You know I am been fighting these infections popping up through out my mouth since March. when I needed that gum tissue transplant. And the infection kicking back in the lower part of my body have been raging war with me for over 6 weeks now ever since I totaled my jet ski. But now all this nonsense going on in my body has to stop one way or the other... I can not keep fighting one infection after another because I am running out of steam. More importantly, the “infection drama†my body has created within the tissues of my body ....without my consent or knowledge..... has drained me both mentally and physically today.
Mentally I have even tried to get rid of these free loading puss filled soul suckers (aka infections) but even I have had no luck in removing these infected aliens from my body. For example, the other day I did an intervention with "them"-> (aka infections in my upper and lower body) and all "they" did was laugh in my face. I have served eviction papers on "them"-> (aka infections) and all "they" did was throw the court papers in the trash. So see I have tried to reason with these infections... but they refuse to move.
So if you have any ideas as to how to remove these infected freeloading uninvited slackers from the premises of my body and my soul I would very much appreciate hearing from you. And if it is not asking to much from any of you then could you please say a little prayer for this doctor who is doing the infection extraction surgery tomorrow morning at 8 because I don’t think he really knows what he is up against.
This is no joke I really need your help here people because I can not do this alone any more.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_tbhyYDhpE
Aloha,
Lei

Aloha,
Lei
Aloha,
Lei
You and me ha Rain? I know you know where I am coming from because your sick too... some times I just don't have what it takes to keep doing this! If it is not one thing it is another... every day some thing new and horrible happening inside the walls of my body I really don't know how much of this I can take...
I am suppose to be asleep by now but I can't seem to find the place in my
Aloha,
Lei
You are so sweet that I had to respond to your reply before the procedure takes place in 45 minutes. I feel a little better today after I cried my eyes out last night when
Aloha,
Lei
Kaci I am really feeling the effects of the drugs they gave me before surgery so if I don't make sense please forgive me. I have hope and faith that this to will pass... got to go now it is 7:25 and surgery is at 8. Mahalo for being my friend through all my trials and tribulations through out the year... Friends are measure by their compassion to love others when they need them in the most important times of my life and you are one of them. So Mahalo for being my friend through out these years... got to sign off for now.. Tell the girls on this board
Aloha,
Lei
HI Leilani
Sending angels to watch over you and to guide the hands of the surgeon. Keep fightging girl you can do it.
HUGS