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Thought to check in
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Fri, 12-19-2008 - 9:57am

I am in my winter depression.An been having bad thoughts as usual.I'm holding my own.


 Decided not to go to my sisters and BILs for Christmas dinner.


I dont want to put myself through family dinner again.Well this year at least.


I cant trust mom to not disrespect me.So why put myself in that,right!


 


My children and grandkids are getting together either the day after Christmas(Heathers B-day) or Christmas eve. I cant wait to see them all together.


 

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Registered: 03-19-2003
Fri, 12-19-2008 - 11:13am

HI Doreen


I was wondering how you were doing. The holiday season does that to a lot of people. Not always such a happy time for some people. My Ds always has a harder time too. He is working hard this year to be happier because his son will be here this year for the holiday. Always makes it better for him.


I would not go to the family dinner either if it is a hard time for you. As you said why put yourself though that.


I hope you get to spend some time with your children and grandchildren.


(((((HUGS)))))


                          &n
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Registered: 03-25-2003
Fri, 12-19-2008 - 11:21am

((Doreen))

Susan siggie
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Fri, 12-19-2008 - 8:34pm

Glad you are taking care of you Doreen!