not a real question..just want to vent

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not a real question..just want to vent
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Thu, 06-05-2008 - 1:34pm

I have not been feeling well..dwelling in a deep depression after another (a miscarriage three weeks ago previously) loss and now i am sitting precariously on this feeling on whether or not this could be a viable pregnancy.
only in my 23 day of my cycle so i am not testing til after 28 days.

I had feelings of nausea and extreme tiredness last friday. my breast have had on and off tenderness.
my best friend who is not married with a dysfunctional relationship is now a month pregnant. for her this pregnancy is unplanned and hopefully the glue to cement the relationship with her crazy boyfriend.

I live next to to three young girls. I feel reluctant to even go out side. My neighbor said to me last Christmas I do not even proof read my assignment because i have my family to keep me busy. She said this to me her neighbor who lives next door with only the memory of her dead daughter

does anyone feel like me sitting in a empty house feeling useless wondering why we even exist

I am sorry I have no talk to about this I thought I would take a chance and

Robyn

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Registered: 03-18-2008
Thu, 06-05-2008 - 1:44pm
I think when times are rough, yes.

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Thu, 06-05-2008 - 1:51pm

cindy,

somehow even writing it down it makes me feel better and i have found that are few people that I can talk to. Even my psychiatrist has had multiple miscarriages and I can not even discuss it with her
but my husband just sent me an e-mail saying that i am his love which cheers me a little

thanks for listening
Robyn--I will keep you posted

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Thu, 06-05-2008 - 1:52pm

Gosh you sound like you could use a great big HUG right now!

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Thu, 06-05-2008 - 5:37pm
Hugs to you!!
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Thu, 06-05-2008 - 9:49pm
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Thu, 06-05-2008 - 11:06pm

Hey there. Please don't get down on yourself. There is a reason why God put you here. I firmly believe that good things happen to those who wait. It makes getting your sticky BFP even more sweeter.

Please do not feel alone. I have never m/c even though we have been TTC for almost 3 years, I would never want to go through a m/c.

Please talk to someone. Seek a counselor or a friend. Vent to us, that is what we were here for!

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Sat, 06-07-2008 - 12:38pm
((((( Robyn ))))) First off, don't
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Wed, 06-11-2008 - 11:06am

welll everyone thanks for your support

Again not pregnant I had a real period right on the 28th day. I am very depressed and do suffer from bipolar which makes my moods a lot more intense. I decided to go off my medication because I am trying to conceive and felt that because my now deceased daughter was born with severe disabilities I just could not take the chance for it to happen again.

some positives to note okay so i have a regular 28 day cycle, ovulate regularly on the 13th. My husband needs to get his sperm count done which he is agreeing to. our tenth anniversary is on friday and we have a party planned for saturday. something to look forward to and my husband is very loving and supportive. he seems surprised that I am not pregnant.

Remember that i have only one fallopian tube that can help the egg into my womb. so it will be harder for me
thanks I am trying to feel better..i am going to visit my doctor tomorrow so that i can ask a lot of questions
Robyn

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Wed, 06-11-2008 - 11:09am
Hugs Hon.

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Wed, 06-11-2008 - 2:18pm

Hi, Robyn:

I am in a position similar to you. I just had a miscarriage little over a week ago, although it seems like a lifetime. Anyway, I am a long time depression sufferer and can relate. I am on the TTC After Miscarraige board. It has been a pretty good place to get good information, come on over and drop me a line. We can chat over there. I'll look for a post from you.

 

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