I'm officially confused
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| Sun, 09-21-2003 - 4:08pm |
I think I o'd on cd36 but who really knows as I just started charting. On cd36 I took opk test and it was definate +. Well the next day temp went up which would leave one to assume that I indeed O'ed. BT has remained up there, which is fine. Well, cd 40 bb got sore and I feel all crampy, bloated and a bit irratable. I'm still crampy and my bloating seemed to be taken care of by a good #2 (sorry tmi). BB are still very sore, specially the nipples, they are becoming a little more fuller but that's typical pre mense symptoms right? BT spiked yesterday making me think that maybe I O'ed two days ago... I wish I had started charting a long time ago to clear all these inconsistancies I'm finding. I'm frustrated and all around confused by everything. Gee, all I want is to be PG, I didn't want to have all this stess added to my life and now I'm totally obsessed about it! I look at the pg women in the store and long to be them, I see little babies and I want one. I wish it would be so much easier than this - I need to chill out and except what happens, but I still obsess about it. I need help! I think I need real psychological help! Anyone know a good shrink?
Back to my obsessing, do you think that maybe the spike could of been implantation? I nkow I need to quit thinking about it.
I needed to vent, sorry for the bummer and vent session. I've just had it today.
sunny


Good luck to you.
Susan
ttc#2 c2 (c1 m/c) cd24 dpo11 (w/faint BFP)
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I totally understand what you are going through. I am doing the same thing. I have been trying since January and finally ended up pregnant in June. I had a miscarriage a week later. So, now it is September and I still have not gotten pregnant again. It sucks!!! I am the same way, I am so obsessed. I want a baby so bad. All of my friends have kids and are having more kids and I can't even get pregnant with one. Everytime AF comes I cry for a couple of days. My poor husband is trying so hard to support me but I know it upsets him too that nothing has happend. I am only 22 and am in great health I don't smoke or drink and I even stay away from caffeine plus I take prenatal vitamins, so as you can see I am very frustrated. Best of luck with you.