EXTREMELY difficult day
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| Mon, 12-15-2008 - 4:37pm |
So I have recently made a post on the introduce yourself board but I know I'm new so I'll just sum up really quick mine and my fiance's situation. We've been TTC for almost a little over a year and we've gone through three miscarriages all around 6-8 weeks and its been absolutely heartbreaking and frustrating. Last week we got the news that his younger brother and his girlfriend are having a baby in June (they have not even been together a year) and TODAY we got the news that my older brother and his girlfriend are having a baby in August. Also, my fiance's best friend and his wife are having a baby. We are also godparents to my finace's other best friends four year old son. Needless to say we are surrounded by babies and yet we cannot have our own. I have been told by some doctors that I will never be able to have children. Other doctors say we need to keep trying for a few more months. Some doctors have no idea why I cannot keep a pregnancy, others say its mine and my fiance's RH factors (different blood types), others say I have scar tissue from having an ovarian cist removed three years ago. No one can come up with one answer and now people very close to me are having children and I hate to say this and I think its terrible but in a way I am jealous. I am so happy for all of them that they are having children. But I love my fiance with all of my heart and we want a baby so bad and it just doesnt seem to happen for us and I am heartbroken. I am so emotional sometimes I just want to stop trying. I feel like it will never happen for us. Anyway, I just wanted to vent a little. Thanks to anyone who listened. I keep telling myself tomorrow will be better and eventually we will get our miracle baby.
Thanks,
Lauren

Lauren,
Aaaawwww sweetie, it sucks, I know:( Those docs that said you'll never have children, tell them shove it! My best friend had about 4 miscarriages(so heartbreaking) b4 she had my goddaughter. Apparently she has a condition where she needs to be on a
Julie, Wife to Bobby & Mommy to Charlie