OT- Very sad tonight.
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| Mon, 02-16-2004 - 3:04am |
The thought of not being able to have children makes me so sad. I talked to my exhusband about it some last night and he was really supportive and sympathetic. Then, I was talking to him and his girlfriend today and she asked me if I would consider being their baby's godmother. Kevin hadn't told me she was pregnant because he thought the timing was bad. I am very happy for them, but at the same time I am so incredibly sad for myself. I know that's selfish, but I can't help it. I sat here crying for the longest time. I am not jealous that he will have a baby, I am just sad that I won't. well, that I may not. I can't kid myself forever. I probably won't and the thought of that just kills me.
So between the ick and yuck and pain going on here I may not be around much, but I am thinking of you and cheering for you all, Ladies. Lots of love
Mel

My prayers and thoughts are w/you. Good luck!
Dawn
Mel,
I am so sorry to hear about your bad news, that must be devastating for you because I know it would be to me. My prayers are also with you.
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I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I don't know what to say beyond that. You can email me any time if you just need to talk to this ol' goofball.
hugs and prayers
~~Linda
~~Linda
Mel...
big HUGS to you....I am so sorry and theres really not anything I can say to console you right now.,.but if you want to just get things off your chest please feel free to post here or email me momof2tob2003@hotmail.com
I will be sending prayers for you to have strength through this whole ordeal...
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