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| Mon, 02-16-2004 - 11:17pm |
I will see the dr. tomorrow and see how things look. I am much calmer and no longer crying hysterically at varied points in time. Which is a good thing because I was scaring my cat and dog. I am hoping beyond hope that he was trying to scare me into coming in and that he will immediately dismiss the idea of a hysterectomy. If he doesn't I will see a 2nd dr. If he concurs, I guess I will live with it.
I truly believe things happen for a reason, and I have to accept that maybe the reason I met and fell in love with and married a man with sole custody of his 2 wonderful babies was so that I would have the chance to be a mother. I always thought I had so much that I could give a child, and I can't deny that the last 5 yrs of giving to these two has made my life beautiful and purposeful and brilliantly joyful in a way I never would have had without them. The rest of their lives they are MY children because I am the only Mom they've ever had in their lives. That may have to be enough, and if it is, I can take it.
I love you guys bunches and thanks so much for the kind messages.
Mel

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DON'T YOU EVEN LISTEN TO THIS DRIVEL.
You are an awesome woman to have such a heart for these little ones. Your attitude has been encouraging for others who are or who might go through this. I know you are hurting but take comfort that you are loved.
As for you Sojourn....you are truly a mean and bitter person filled with self loathing to be such a jerk to someone who is facing such a tragedy. I truly pity you in all areas. If you need to quote me by all means do.
My husband had been divorced a year before I met him. His exwife abandoned the kids for her different lifestyle well before I met him. In fact, she abandoned the older one til she found out she was pregnant, came home long enough to have the second, and then left again. When I met my husband he had sole custody and she's never even been allowed unsupervised visitation. In a few days, she will be leaving for prison related to selling drugs.
I know darn well that my female problems and my marriage/family/etc aren't related at all.
And thanks for the luck.
Ladies, Thanks so much for jumping to my defense. I was a little shocked by the post, but was able to compose myself before writing this because of you all.
Hugs,
Mel
You are one classy lady!!!!!!
Jen!
~~Linda
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