You're only human and today is a new day. That's what I think. Don't beat yourself up too hard. But I know how you feel and how frustrating it can be. You'll do better today!
Just get back on it today or tomorrow. You can do it. You already are doing it. You're stats look great. Don't let the stress get to you! Or the celebrations. ;)
By the way, Ben is absolutely adorable!!!
Jess
Thank you Jess...he truly is wonderful, a joy to parent.