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| Sun, 02-22-2004 - 12:37pm |
i have not been on at all this weekend b/c I have been working so much. Yesterday I got in 9.5 hours, and today I am working a total of 13 hours...more than half the day!!! I have to work at noon, so I will be leaving soon to go to work, but I just wanted to say Hi and...I am really depressed. I already snapped at my parents today, and called my b/f crying...he gave me a pep talk..lol..i love him...
I have worked at least 8 hours a day for the past 7 days...and I know that most of you work 8 hour days, but this is really hard work, and 5 of out 7 days a week, I work 8 hours AFTER I've been at school all day!! I mean, I am on my feet the whole time, and while it is effecting my figure(for the good), it is effecting my personality for the bad. I barely get to sleep!! I did ask for more hours, but GEEZ! I didn't say that I wanted to live at work!! I just want to quit..but I have a bad habit of quitting jobs before I find another one..and I have been looking, but problem is, I live in the buttcrack of Tennessee, there are no jobs here, unless I want to work another crappy job, crappier than I have now. And THEN the manager I worked with last night, some of my friends came in right when I was getting off, and they were gonna eat, so I sat down with them for a few, and that manager basically said "well, if you're gonna be here, you might as well keep working..." I was like HECK NAW!!! I HATE MY JOB!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!! I just...don't see the point anymore of anything. This has given me a really bad..attitude on life. I don't care about anything. I was telling Roger that this morning, and he was like "Baby, i'll give you a massage when you get here on Friday." I was like "I'm past that....I feel like suicide is the only thing that will make me feel good..." I WAS J/K, but he's like "NO.....I don't think so...."
Well, I hafta go to work now, so I will talk to you all tomorrow morning!!
Sara

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Back in Aug i got a job in a factory i was working 6-7 days a week i'd leave at 5:30 then get home at 5 or 9 depending on overtime,i quit the job begining of oct. i hadn't had a day off all month and i was so getting burnt out and depressed, not to mention missing my dd like crazy i would cry on way to work..lol..i was felt so good after that i spent a week after that just relaxing =) the begining of last year i was in a depression and went to dr and got prescribed meds for awhile.
I think the doctor will be able to tell you if you need antidepressant pills or just some relaxation. I hope you have a great week don't work too hard!
Edited 2/22/2004 1:06:46 PM ET by angelinoh
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been there, done that...and you can do this. there is light at the end of the tunnel UNTIL your job after school starts to resemble those hours..then..wait that's another email
Sara,
Also, I don't take singing lessons but I sing at church and also signed up for some music festivals, just because I like to sing...
Sob sob...........
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