I am trying to fight the headache coming on from the spring weather we are getting down here. There is a cold front coming through but get this it will only drop our temp to 72 instead of 76. Spring has come to Texas! I am also trying to absorb being called beautiful. New thing for me and it's rather disconcerting.
I am really thinking hard about the reward thingy and I have come up with 2 big ones for the big goals. It's just the little things that would help me remember what I have done and what I will do.
I guess we are starting to date. Learned there is a HUGE difference between a man and a guy at 30ish.
It's just a little strange for me to hear a man say that not only am I beautiful but so is my body. He really likes the FLUFF!!!!! But you know I am also trying to remember he is a a bit older than me and has major responsibilities and I should not expect to be catered to as those guys at 30 something do.
Hey Kar! That is awesome. I have never seen you, but I'm sure you are! You seem like it!
It always takes me by surprise when my bf calls me anything like that...I should be used to it, it tells me that all the time but he's like "You are so beautiful..." or he talks about how he loves my legs...????????? WHY? They look like big white upside-down bowling pins!!!
But he tells me I have gorgeous legs..lol
So I just sit there like "Ummm..thanks..." lol I don't know what to say...lol It makes me nervous, I mean, I have always been told that I had a really pretty face, but he talks about my body, and I have always been ashamed of it, so it makes me feel weird to have him compliment it...
I so get that. I am like hello my body is what????? But you know that was what I said to Faith in her post...I just learned that if they care about you and love you then you are beautiful to them and though we see the negative they see the positive and see you in a loving light. Hard lesson to learn and I am sure it will be learned constantly as well.
Now if I can get rid of the bad hair day I am having. Ya'll remind me and I will remember to post at least 4 pics of me in various weights.
We all must remember we are all BEAUTIFUL SEXY womem. Easier said than done. I alway feel insecure whem my boyfriend says i am beautiful or sexy. I am like yeah all 200+ of me.
I'm sure him not calling doesn't mean anything...he's a man lol
I am used to my boyfriend not calling me. He isn't a phone person at all, so he reserves Wednesdays to call me...and I usually call him about 2X a week other than Wednesday b/c I miss him so much....
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I am really thinking hard about the reward thingy and I have come up with 2 big ones for the big goals. It's just the little things that would help me remember what I have done and what I will do.
I get headaches too when the weather changes but mainly when the temp drops.
It's just a little strange for me to hear a man say that not only am I beautiful but so is my body. He really likes the FLUFF!!!!! But you know I am also trying to remember he is a a bit older than me and has major responsibilities and I should not expect to be catered to as those guys at 30 something do.
It always takes me by surprise when my bf calls me anything like that...I should be used to it, it tells me that all the time but he's like "You are so beautiful..." or he talks about how he loves my legs...????????? WHY? They look like big white upside-down bowling pins!!!
But he tells me I have gorgeous legs..lol
So I just sit there like "Ummm..thanks..." lol I don't know what to say...lol It makes me nervous, I mean, I have always been told that I had a really pretty face, but he talks about my body, and I have always been ashamed of it, so it makes me feel weird to have him compliment it...
I so get that. I am like hello my body is what????? But you know that was what I said to Faith in her post...I just learned that if they care about you and love you then you are beautiful to them and though we see the negative they see the positive and see you in a loving light. Hard lesson to learn and I am sure it will be learned constantly as well.
Now if I can get rid of the bad hair day I am having. Ya'll remind me and I will remember to post at least 4 pics of me in various weights.
But we ARE sexy.
Though he didn't call or email me yesterday so I am in doubt mode. At the same time I know how busy he is. Sigh...guess I like him a little bit.
I am used to my boyfriend not calling me. He isn't a phone person at all, so he reserves Wednesdays to call me...and I usually call him about 2X a week other than Wednesday b/c I miss him so much....
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