So sick of starting over and over......

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Registered: 05-08-2003
So sick of starting over and over......
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Mon, 03-08-2004 - 12:21pm
Okay, let me start by apologizing. Sorry for this downer post! Maybe its cuz its a rainy/snowy day here, but I am just so bummed. It seems that every week I "start over" on my journey to weight loss. And, by the end of the week, I'm off that journey. I don't know what it is with me. I'm so sick of beeing "fluffy" (okay, fat) and I WANT to get thinner, but each week its the same thing.

I've read some of the things written to others on this board, that they need psychological help, etc... and I really don't want to hear that! Guess I just need to vent (sorry again). I'm just so bummed and tired of the way I look , feel, and the fact that my self-control seems to just suck. I'm so envious of all of you who are losing. I just hope I can do it one day.

Well, that's it. Enough said. I just needed to say it, that's all. Have a good week, everyone!

Dawn

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Registered: 05-08-2003
Tue, 03-09-2004 - 1:30pm
I don't know. I feel ready, mentally, I do. Just the body won't follow. This week has been good so far (yes, its only Tuesday), but I'm trying really hard to stay out of the kitchen and away from the food.

Hopefully its just breaking old habits and getting new ones.

Dawn

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