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depressed as usual(OT)
| Thu, 03-11-2004 - 9:29am |
I am depressed as I always am. Everything in my life sucks right now. I have no friends; really, zero friends, so I am extremely lonely, and Rog has been severly neglecting our LDR. He tells me he'll call me, but then he "forgets" to...and I am tired of calling him. I hate that I am that low in his priority list lately. I hate school, I hate my job, I am always tired and everyone basically has to walk on eggshells around me b/c I go off in a second for any reason. I don't know what to do anymore...I am just a loser....
Sara

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You do have friends. Someone of your good nature just can't help but have friends. Stop and look around and see though eyes not clouded by stress, fatigue, and annoyances.
Rog needs s serious butt kickin. What I would do is tell him in a no way out of this you dork voice that enough is enough, give consequences for the lack fo performance, and then have a life away from him. He will either get his butt into gear or you will discover who you are again.
Everyone hates school. I hated school but you know what kept me was the nice life after school I would have. Don't worry about work. It's just that a job it's not your life and don't let them think it is.
And by all means go yell at a tree!!! I used to do that when I got stressed out. Trees, no matter what Lord of the Rings say, are not going to get hurt or yell back and you will feel so much better.
AND IF I HEAR YOU EVER SAY I AM A LOSER AGAIN I AM GOING TO KICK YOUR ASS
:)
You know I said that all in a very sweet voice and manner. blink blink
I totally agree with Karrie!
I totally agree about men. You can only tell them too much and as much as I hate learning it right now work is the first thing they think about during the day. I am so hating the silence from him but I also know that he is busy with work.
You are absolutely NOT "just a loser", this is just a bad patch! Please believe me, because I've been there recently. (Still working through some of it, with the short-term help of anti-depressants... have you talked with a physician about this possibility?)
I also think you're probably being WAY to hard on yourself... I've read your posts, and you seem like such a darling! Can we blame it on the phase of the moon?
Mickie
PS-- Some "boys" just *suck* at remembering the things that we civilized women think are important. Especially if we call them before they have to call us. Sad but true!
JEN
Sara..I am on my way out the door but just wanted to say I wubbb you!!
I totally agree with everything Karrie said except for the tree talking..I swear back in my college days I was a lil tipsy and well..I had a long thoughtful conversation with a lovely pine named GEORGE ! (jk for those of you who dont know how goofey I am)
Anywho..I know we are all "internet" buds but I can gaurantee we would all be there for you in the drop of a hat!! I hope you get to feeling better and I will email you some zoloft *wink* Love ya girlie Apez
<By the way Shawna there is a kidnapping plot being hatched to grab dexter from you... >
There's what?!?!?!
You are right Sara.
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