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| Thu, 03-11-2004 - 1:30pm |
Basically, logically, I know he is very interested and I know that he is not playing me. Illogically, which I happen to think is just the female's mind, I am very impatient that he hasn't emailed or called since Tuesday night. Mind you...I do know he is very busy and probably trying to set a slower pace. Try holding still when you are "dying" to talk to the goof. :)
Second, and very illogically, I am so scared this is going to just go away. I am frightened that this is just a game like so many in the past. Again, let the logical and engineering influenced mind take over...I know that he is not that way and I know that it is my own insecurity from the past trying to make it icky. I also think that I am being tested to one be patient with him and to trust him and what is going on.
BUT as I degressed, I am not stuffing my anxieties into my tummy and I am not planning too. That's a big hurdle there.

Just take 10 deep breaths and play hard to get remember!
JEN
I am trying. Really I am and I am working through it as best as I can without getting nuts. I have allowed myself my normal sweet intake and I am about to go walk stairs but not in 3 inch heels this time.
I am just going to have to work through it.
Talk about a lightening bolt followed by hunger pains and I have already eaten my little lunch. HMMM, if you have seen LOTR, can this be my second lunch??
WOW...trust that's it that's what I am being taught and I know it's OK.
Why don't you just call him?? That's what I would do.
BTW, I am feeling a lot better since this morning, thanks to you and the other girls. I guess I have a couple friends at school. We went to Sonic for lunch and we were having fun, and I actually laughed with friends for the first time in a while. I needed that.
Sara
See I told you you have buddies. I am so glad you are feeling better. :)
K,