Wednesday Woes

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Wednesday Woes
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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 10:52am

So today is Wednesday.....how about just having a post where you can get it all off your chest.

 

  Shawna

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 10:59am
Thank you Shawna--I'm sure many of us needed this post.

Well, I for one, I am sick of work, school, and life in general. I hate school; I had off Tuesday through Friday of last week, and I am STILL sick to death of it. Sept 24 is when I graduate, and I am estatic. I cannot wait.

I am sick of work...all those griping customers who think I give a crapola if their food is wrong? I DON'T OKAY?? Don't tell ME b/c I don't CARE!!! Go to the grill and throw your plate in the cook's face for all I give a crap!

Then there is life--I jut feel like I need to get away from everything I know and just go to like...Fiji or something for a while....I mean, I really am happy right now about my relationship. Roger and I are in a really good place right now, and we have never been happier or more in love, but it's freaking me out right now. I was talking to one of my friends last night on msn, and she is like "So, are we tying the knot anytime soon?" And I mean, I just think about it, and it scares me. I know I want to marry him, I'll die if I don't one day b/c he is my soul mate; but I am so young..and I don't want a 4 year relationship and then get married...that is just so long to be 'dating'....but I am too young to get married also...it's freaking me out. I have thought about breaking up for a while b/c like, I think we need to have a year away from eachother just to see if we come back together and everything would be good again. I am afraid of getting married anytime soon b/c I know people tend to change over the years, and I know that during your 20's is when you establish who you are, and I am afraid one of us will change our mind when I'm 25 and I'll get divorced....

But then I think of what a wonderful guy he is and how much we love eachother, etc...I am just so confused...


Sara


Edited 8/11/2004 11:14 am ET ET by sayruhb02

~Sayruhb02
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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 11:05am

Ok, Im sure Im gonna come up with a whole list...so brace yourself!!!!!!!!


 

  Shawna

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 11:46am
Well, since you asked....

I am really sick of my weight. I can't lose! I try and try, and maybe not hard enough (no lectures please), and cannot lose. Then, discouragement sets in, and I figure oh forget it. I hate seeing myself in pics or in mirrors or anywhere. I really make myself sick.

I'm tired of people treating me like I'm invisible. I live in a town w/ alot of really wealthy people (not me) who can afford to have personal trainers and do whatever is necessary to look beautiful. They look at me like I'm trash. No kidding.

My husband is even starting to treat me like I'm beneath him. REally. I feel like he thinks he is better than me. This is pretty new, but I think he's sick of my weight struggle. We're not speaking right now, mainly because of the way he dismisses my thoughts and opinions. And this will help my weight loss goal? Not!

So, theres my rant. Sorry

Dawn

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 11:54am

damn and i thought i was having a rough day ............. LOL

 
 
 
 

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 12:03pm
Oh no, dont be sorry Dawn!

 

  Shawna

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 1:37pm
Shawna you may have to regret making this thread!:) #1: We've hired a new nurse (she's not a nurse she just has a science degree and we couldn't find a nurse and she just graduated in May). She is a little young too damn perky thing. I am going to have to kill her. Sorry. If she tries to tell me how to my job one more time. I am going to slap her. Everything in her life is perfect. Perfect husband. Perfect job. Perfect family (no children). She brags on it all the time. "Oh, I wish I could spend all day with my husband. I love him and miss him so much." I just want to puke! I did tell her that that will change once she is married more than ten minutes. :) Am I just jealous? Yes very probably. My life is most definitely in the toilet. I don't want to hear her anymore. The way she walks is even starting to bug me!

Here's #2: I am lazy. I can't seem to get motivated to get off my butt. I am so angry with myself. I haven't lost anything significant since January. I keep bouncing around 270#. ARGH!

#3: I need to do a deep clean of my house! I don't want too! Can't I just move? HeHe.



Well there's my rant! Thanks Shawna! Hugs to all! Brenda

Hugs, Brenda 

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 2:07pm
This is the best section ever! LOL.

I could go on and on but I wont.

Hugs hang in there everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 2:24pm
I vented on the KickButt board and I am feeling a little better! My hubby is driving me insane and so are his parents, but I will be fine! Almost four days without a cigarette as I flubbed last week. Hubby is just being a plain grump these past couple of days, no real good reason. My inlaws are mad at us because we haven't invited them over to see wedding pics and we haven't thanked them for everything they did for us for our wedding. Bunch of crap! We have too thanked them many times and I just think it is plain silly to invite your family over. They don't need an invitation, just get on the phone and tell us you will be over, SHEESH! There I feel even better now! Going to exercise in about an hour! Hope everyone is doing good!

Shawn and Heather Thornton 7/16/04


Heather and Shawn 7/16/04

 

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 2:38pm
Shawna, I know where you are coming from! Hang in there and if you want to quit smoking you will, but just know it may take several attempts to get it right. That's where I am now and as far as support the KickButt board is awesome! They have chat every night at 9PM. As far as careers go, I think I changed my mind a zillion times and I am still not sure I want to be a teacher forever. My problem is I get bored so easily. Hugs to you!

Shawn and Heather Thornton 7/16/04


Heather and Shawn 7/16/04

 

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Wed, 08-11-2004 - 5:05pm
OK I have another complaint.

 

  Shawna

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