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| Wed, 08-11-2004 - 10:52am |
So today is Wednesday.....how about just having a post where you can get it all off your chest.
| Wed, 08-11-2004 - 10:52am |
So today is Wednesday.....how about just having a post where you can get it all off your chest.
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Well, I for one, I am sick of work, school, and life in general. I hate school; I had off Tuesday through Friday of last week, and I am STILL sick to death of it. Sept 24 is when I graduate, and I am estatic. I cannot wait.
I am sick of work...all those griping customers who think I give a crapola if their food is wrong? I DON'T OKAY?? Don't tell ME b/c I don't CARE!!! Go to the grill and throw your plate in the cook's face for all I give a crap!
Then there is life--I jut feel like I need to get away from everything I know and just go to like...Fiji or something for a while....I mean, I really am happy right now about my relationship. Roger and I are in a really good place right now, and we have never been happier or more in love, but it's freaking me out right now. I was talking to one of my friends last night on msn, and she is like "So, are we tying the knot anytime soon?" And I mean, I just think about it, and it scares me. I know I want to marry him, I'll die if I don't one day b/c he is my soul mate; but I am so young..and I don't want a 4 year relationship and then get married...that is just so long to be 'dating'....but I am too young to get married also...it's freaking me out. I have thought about breaking up for a while b/c like, I think we need to have a year away from eachother just to see if we come back together and everything would be good again. I am afraid of getting married anytime soon b/c I know people tend to change over the years, and I know that during your 20's is when you establish who you are, and I am afraid one of us will change our mind when I'm 25 and I'll get divorced....
But then I think of what a wonderful guy he is and how much we love eachother, etc...I am just so confused...
Sara
Edited 8/11/2004 11:14 am ET ET by sayruhb02
Ok, Im sure Im gonna come up with a whole list...so brace yourself!!!!!!!!
I am really sick of my weight. I can't lose! I try and try, and maybe not hard enough (no lectures please), and cannot lose. Then, discouragement sets in, and I figure oh forget it. I hate seeing myself in pics or in mirrors or anywhere. I really make myself sick.
I'm tired of people treating me like I'm invisible. I live in a town w/ alot of really wealthy people (not me) who can afford to have personal trainers and do whatever is necessary to look beautiful. They look at me like I'm trash. No kidding.
My husband is even starting to treat me like I'm beneath him. REally. I feel like he thinks he is better than me. This is pretty new, but I think he's sick of my weight struggle. We're not speaking right now, mainly because of the way he dismisses my thoughts and opinions. And this will help my weight loss goal? Not!
So, theres my rant. Sorry
Dawn
damn and i thought i was having a rough day ............. LOL
Here's #2: I am lazy. I can't seem to get motivated to get off my butt. I am so angry with myself. I haven't lost anything significant since January. I keep bouncing around 270#. ARGH!
#3: I need to do a deep clean of my house! I don't want too! Can't I just move? HeHe.
Well there's my rant! Thanks Shawna! Hugs to all! Brenda
Hugs, Brenda
I could go on and on but I wont.
Hugs hang in there everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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