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| Mon, 08-30-2004 - 8:23am |
I lost 5.5#s I guess the stress worked in reverse for me for ONCE in my life. I am down 58 total.
So those of you who saw my post about my nightmere last week. He called finally to basically say he was sorry and that I had been wrong for trying to dicuss things with him after he had gotten home from the hospital. Well excuse me someone I spent 4 years with, and had found out he was on the brink of dying, not to mention having to talk to his g/f that was in the picture the whole time we were in a relationship caused me a little mental anguish. Which is not understood by him for some reason. One being he is selfish.
I have basically come to the conclusion that I am too comfortable being single and that I hit my pinnacle a long time ago. I am divorced and still chubby and 28 yo a cliche in my mind and I need to get past that. This weight loss should be a happy time for me but all I can keep thinking is perhaps my extra weight was a reason for people to treat me badly. I need to buy a vowel and get in the real world. Or maybe just a good girl talk. ::sigh:::
Hope all is well with you guys :)
~ JODI ~
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