Good & Bad

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Registered: 07-22-2004
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Mon, 08-30-2004 - 8:23am
After missing my weigh in I was dreading going after all the stress I went through last week.

I lost 5.5#s I guess the stress worked in reverse for me for ONCE in my life. I am down 58 total.

So those of you who saw my post about my nightmere last week. He called finally to basically say he was sorry and that I had been wrong for trying to dicuss things with him after he had gotten home from the hospital. Well excuse me someone I spent 4 years with, and had found out he was on the brink of dying, not to mention having to talk to his g/f that was in the picture the whole time we were in a relationship caused me a little mental anguish. Which is not understood by him for some reason. One being he is selfish.

I have basically come to the conclusion that I am too comfortable being single and that I hit my pinnacle a long time ago. I am divorced and still chubby and 28 yo a cliche in my mind and I need to get past that. This weight loss should be a happy time for me but all I can keep thinking is perhaps my extra weight was a reason for people to treat me badly. I need to buy a vowel and get in the real world. Or maybe just a good girl talk. ::sigh:::

Hope all is well with you guys :)

~ JODI ~

293.5/235.5/175

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Registered: 06-16-2004
Mon, 08-30-2004 - 9:43am
Congrats Jodi!

 

  Shawna

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Registered: 05-17-2004
Mon, 08-30-2004 - 12:00pm
What a good warning Elle!

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