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| Tue, 12-14-2004 - 9:02am |
Ok a major rant is coming.
I am thinking I will be up this week. I have been doing so good 10.75#s in the last 3 weeks. I am at 204 right now and I so wanted these last 4 #s gone by Christmas.
My Christmas present to myself to be under 200#s for the first time in at least 10 years. I doubt I will make it.
I have been going out a lot lately to attend different work things and out and about with friends. I went out twice this weekend to dinner where both times I chose a salad and some soup. I didn't use the dressing except dipping it on my fork, where I could have just poured it on.
My scale here at work is showing I am up a # the one at home is saying I have stayed the same. I would be happy with a .5 loss this week it would put me at exactly 90#s lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But it seems that won't be happening.
For those of you who know me I have been really trying to stay focused. I eat right and I work out like a mad person. So why this? Why now? When I am so close to something that means so much to me.
I am so frustrated right now I could cry.
293.5/204/145
~~ JODI ~~
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