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Registered: 07-22-2004
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Tue, 12-14-2004 - 9:02am

Ok a major rant is coming.


I am thinking I will be up this week. I have been doing so good 10.75#s in the last 3 weeks. I am at 204 right now and I so wanted these last 4 #s gone by Christmas.


My Christmas present to myself to be under 200#s for the first time in at least 10 years. I doubt I will make it.


I have been going out a lot lately to attend different work things and out and about with friends. I went out twice this weekend to dinner where both times I chose a salad and some soup. I didn't use the dressing except dipping it on my fork, where I could have just poured it on.


My scale here at work is showing I am up a # the one at home is saying I have stayed the same. I would be happy with a .5 loss this week it would put me at exactly 90#s lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But it seems that won't be happening.


For those of you who know me I have been really trying to stay focused. I eat right and I work out like a mad person. So why this? Why now? When I am so close to something that means so much to me.


I am so frustrated right now I could cry.


293.5/204/145

~~ JODI ~~


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Registered: 11-24-2004
Thu, 12-16-2004 - 10:14am
Hi Jodi. I just read all the posts in this thread, and it really looks like you're doing a great job. I agree with everyone who said you should be really proud of yourself for your dedication, but I can also understand how frustrating it is when a goal is within reach, and you just aren't getting there fast enough. Hang in there!

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