Good Morning......I am Teresa..long lol
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Good Morning......I am Teresa..long lol
| Sat, 02-19-2005 - 7:48am |
Hi everyone, I ran across this site looking for something else but am so happy to finally found a place that I might find the support that I need. I like so many here have did the ups and downs of dieting for years. I am now at my highest 267.5, and to be real honest I am miserable, and it seem the harder I try the more my weight has climbed. I believe though that I am my own worst enemy. I sometimes feel that I hide behind this weight, and that I am truthful afraid of success. I know that probably doesn't make any sense, because on one hand I am so miserable and can't stand this body that I have allowed myself to become trapped in, but then in the same breath I can come up with the.... well as long as I am this big, nobody will want to get any closer. But in the last couple months I have finally come to terms with some of that, and decided that it is no longer about wanting to be that woman that stops traffic...lol... I just want to be healthy and be comfortable with myself... I have missed out on so much with my children because of my weight, yet I have also passed on my very unhealthy eating patterns to 2 of children and both are very big for children their age.. and this just breaks my heart. So this isn't just about me anymore, this about giving my family a chance to break the pattern of obesity, and become healthy. I guess I have really rambled, but I think that is part of what I need is a place that I can put my feelings out there, and know that there is others that can relate and understand. Thank you for letting me be a part of this journey, and I am looking forward to getting to know everyone... have a great day everyone.. Teresa

Hello Teresa :)
it is so hard to be a parent
Sounds like my kind of pantry!